Discovering romance.

This is a rant post.
I would like to file a complain on this outrageously rude guy who barged into my life rudely and made one hell of a renovation with it.

One and a half year ago I met this obnoxious guy in a party but he wasn't friendly la cause in the end of the day I have to be the gentleman asking for his number.
NVM modern world the girls are a little more proactive.

I don't know who the hell he think he is but he drive me nuts!
He talks to me like we have been friends for life on msn but when we actually meet he doesn't even walk beside me!
WALAO
Screening for bacteria?
I don't bite man.
NVM

After sometime I noticed something was wrong with me.
I subconsciously checks out or talk about him.
Hell, I even do them when I'm busy.
I knew my mind was fooked.
Must have been those chocolates he gave me... It was poisoned.
It drove me to the wall when I started seeing him in my dreams even when I wasn't seeing him.

I knew I had to do something about them after a while.
I deleted him from my msn and phone book to keep the poison spreading at its minimum.
I even avoided going to events that involves him around! Great plan I thought!
NO.
Apparently the poison spreads a lot faster when you avoid them!
Eventually I knew his poison was too powerful for me to avoid so I just prayed real hard each day that he gets another victim that he wished to fool around with.

He didn't make it easy.
He gets closer everyday.
Taking up not only my cyberworld but even my physical time.
The poison he gave me was superbly powerful till the moment he grabbed my hand and popped question, I knew I couldn't say no.
He has successfully dominated my life.
Took over and made drastic changes with everything.
The way I see things and all my principles suddenly got his say and influence in them.

I have completely fell for his spell.
To avoid being poisoned yourself, please look at the following details and avoid any man with the following descriptions.

182cm tall, dark and madly goodlooking.
His eyes are the one you shouldn't look at if he is asking for something. : D
PS: Another reason for you to back off, he is mine now. Shoo shoo ^^

Armageddon

Hey, you guys wouldn't be able to tell us who actually killed Kennedy, would ya?
-Bruce Willis (Armageddon, 1998)

Stranger

I woke up one day
and had a regular conversation with a buddy
only to realize she isn't looking into my eyes when she speaks.
Sentences were short and the tone were monotonous.

Heartbroken but figured I might be over thinking it.
Only to realize a few others slowly follow the same sign after a week...
And I could only wonder what have I done wrong to be ignored.

Was it the notes I left on the stairs or the dinners I never went?
Or am I over thinking it...
My instinct can't be wrong...
Something is wrong.
What is it?

What is success?

Do you have an aim in life?
Today I set in my car wondering what am I capable of doing to serve not for anyone, but for myself.

"What can you do for yourself, Keng Sein?"

Is living an easy and comfortable life sufficient to keep my life going?
I googled a word which is probably suitable to my question... what is success?

Pablo Picasso: Action is the foundational key to success.

Probably it is time for me plan for success and take an action that actually matters.
I'm dehydrated from the lack of inspiration.
The lack of action is making me age faster.

Visitation

At any level your education, you will find a point where you are ordered to "give back" to the society of the less fortunate by a simple gesture

"Visitation".

May it be for the abandoned animals or the old folks who were left to resolve the rest of their life in a home,
we do visit them and show whatever the school wants us to show.

We would most probably be doing it out of the sense of obligation.
The school would probably be doing it out of the sense of professionalism.
And the government should probably be doing it out of the sense of duty.

and when you try to mind map the whole process involved,
have you wondered if sympathy and sense of appreciation are even involved in the topic of the less fortunate?

You may say, this is a noble attempt, similarly practiced in the flyer marketing scheme,
"you give 1 million out, at least 1 or two would realize it and your mission is accomplished."
Maybe forcing 1 million students from all around Malaysia to do their charitable contribution, one out of these million would actually realize and do something about it.

Maybe I'm just a lil cynical but I do think this noble attempt would cause more damage than benefits.

I think the visitation looks so much like a job, that when a student does visit charitable homes, they would perform their best to show the well mannered part of them and goes back home thinking about their next task.

You leave the people or animals involved with a hope and faith that the people beyond their home actually do care but when the next batch of people comes in, they never seem to be the people of the same faces.

A visitation by a stranger.
How does that help those unfortunate people?
Have you ever wondered what is the point of giving false hope only to forget about it sooner or later because we have to move on with our own life?
So why do we touch the life of the others when we aren't going to do anything about it anyway?
I think this attempt to finish our moral projects in the cost of using the less fortunate is morally wrong.
If you want to do something, make it big and worth while.
Who are you to walk into their home thinking you know how it feels like to be them, make a little scene as if u are going to make a difference and just walk out like you are done?

What is the point of such pathetic act of contribution when it may in the end cause emotional and psychological damage to the less unfortunate?

You don't make things better for them.
You don't understand them better.
You obviously didn't change much either.

The lack of research in this form of visitation and moral module are truly unsightly.
It is not like I'm asking for this whole visitation thing to be stopped.
It does help one way or another to make some of us realized our responsibility.
I just feel we could do more than just smile and show our face to help the less fortunate.
This should be reviewed and strictly enforced.


Cause keeping the morality ruler in our society up is the only way to stop corruption to further domination of our mind....
LOLZ
craps


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PS: you just wasted your time reading complete bull. I'm just confused.
Have fun in your moral class ^^

Don't leave the bed

I don't know how to unleash my boredom when I have done nothing but to spam ppl on facebook. =(
doesn't give me any form of satisfaction if I can't get replies.

So here I'm to evaporize the remaining caffeine residue in my body which this is the critical moment where I would start talking really quick but all are filled with meaningless shit that would harm pleaple's self esteem, dinner, meal, hobby, sleep, nap and so much more important expect of life!

SO
I'm here....
To ease my boredom
by scolding myself!
AMAZING!

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You stupid klutz! Do you even know how to take care of yourself?
I mean seriously, slicing 3 fingers in a week time is some sort of achievement because it just screams out HOW STUPID YOU ARE TO BE ON THE SAME BLOODIE MISTAKE TWICE!

Have you heard the song that goes something like..... shame on you if you fool me once, shame on me if you fool me twice.........leanrn rimes?

BUT GETTING A FINGER CUT
IS AN ACT OF A FOOL FOR THE FIRST TIME BECAUSE ITS CARELESSNESS
AND GETTING two fingers cut twice
IS A CRIME FOR a 20 YEARS OLD BECAUSE YOU DID IT!

of all place to cut it got to cut at the edge of all my fingers on the left hand......
Actually I'm pretty worried if this is some bad luck day for me
I woke up late...
Assignment half done...
Read the wrong notes....
cut all the right fingers.....
sleepy all at the wrong time....
and almost got myself killed on the highway.

Its like....
I'm at the doorstep of hell......
Waiting for the door to slip open by accident and i fall in because i feel asleep on the door instead of the wall....

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IMAGINE IF WE CAN ALL CONSUME PLASTIC
How cool would it be for a scientist to create some digestive juice suitable for digesting plastic in within our body!
THEN WE CAN CLEAN THE WORLD UP LIKE..... LIKE DINASOUR WHO DOES POPULATION CONTROL! He chew on other animals so that the world won't be so heavy!

But I think because the earth favourite animal's species go eaten as well, so the earth mengamuk and killed all the dinasours in hate......

To ensure no more smart arse population control crap happens again....
Instead of giving human really sharp teeth like how god has given to dinasour, human are made with really blunt teeth, sometimes uglyly structured like mine so we can only consume in limited amount!
Instead on emphasizing on the capability to eat, god made sex drive in human to distract them when they are hungry for canabilism act!

So instead of population control, god made everyone itching for some sexy time and BOOM! NEW BATCH OF HUMANS!
This process goes on and on and no one even noticed that the earth is laughing at all these mass human production!

But i think the earth eventually noticed that population control and over population also cannot be a good thing cause when human start over populating, they start chopping down the earth's hair (aka his trees) to make beds for more sexy time!
OBVIOUSLY after sometime the earth will get furious over the unotified balding session and start going crazy because of a bad hair cut day!

HE THROWS IN HUMAN CONDITIONER (human fertilizer ) by making the nature goes banstreak on human and make them all BARBIE DOLLS! (frozen dead human)

I don't know how to spell banstreak. If u get what i wanna write in that mispelling...
I'm really tired actually and I think i should start reading my script for my assignment.....


<3 Life is a lil weirder on lack of sleep lane

It is worth the 92k

I honestly think internet has made wonders these days to confuse people's mind.

Last time you think you could rely on the media for the latest news and reliable updates....
Today it is a little harder to source for reliable truth...
Besides the fact that there are many restriction, self censorship and dark knight behind every media firm, there are people out there who actually dedicate themselves to make sites that looks like a real newspaper and make you believe the bullshit they shower you with is TRUTH!

Today my mom came up to me and said Justin Bieber is actually a 51 years old...
For a second there I think my heart skipped a beat as I smiled like a fool in disbelieve.
THE CHILD STAR IS DOOMEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
But I will be wasting my 92k in taylors studying about mass communication if I don't ask.....

"How you know about it?"

It is not like I'm unhappy about him being a total freak of nature but I just need to be sure that I'm happy for the truth, not a haox.

She further clarified that she saw it on the news website her friend showed her.... GOT VIDEO COVERAGE SOMEMORE!
It sounded a lil fishy but I flew straight to my laptop as I googled for Justin Bieber 51 years old in Washington Post.

Not relevant...

ok..
TIMES!

Not relevant....

Ok screw the media choices....

Google: Justin Bieber 51 years old.....
Sources available for the above news: Answer Yahoo, Youtube, Some onion shit.........


D: FACE PALM**

I walked down to my mom and explained the whole misunderstanding....
For a second there she actually doubted me.... So I further explained...

"Mom, if a 4 grammy award winner who is also every little girls' idol isn't featured in BBC, CNN, Washington post or The Star when he is caught being the freak of nature, it can't be true. Sadly, it can't be true..."

The likeliness for someone so famous with such high news value is filtered out of the prominent newspaper front cover with such story is almost 0%.
And if I don't hear it from facebook, its 100% none existence.

Noticed everything I wrote above, sounds like I'm writing the answer for my assignment?
GREAT!
All the time and money spent on my college is finally paying off!

I used 92k (The price for my Degree) to uncover the truth behind this haox which I can easily know through facebook newsfeed....


D:
D:
D:


I need more signs that tells me my future is brighter than they way it seems now....
Where will I end up to be 3 years later?

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Well the bright side is, at least now I recognize a few newspapers... =D
ummmmmmmmm
Which i should have by the age of 15......
HMMMMMMMMM

End of Production.

Imagine this scenario.
You silenced any possible sound pollution in your house, prepared enough drinking water and found yourself a good sitting position.

Seemingly well organized preparation right?
All is ready as you rest your arse on the sit, only to realized one problem.

Your brain sent your subconscious mind a message, as if every organ in your body has the life of their own and now u are talking to your brain.
It tells you.....

"I'm out of brain juice. This is the end of production. Will be back after restocked. Please wait patiently."

And your brain just doesn't move as your stare blankly on the empty microsoft word document which is supposed to filled with a 15% worth of assignment.
Your brain, is on leave.
Get it?
It doesn't function to produce.
Similar to human's right.
This is called, brain's right.

Do you believe that?
I think in modern age, we call this stoning.
I experienced it 24 hours a day.




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I'm dead

Worst timing for blogging

Hi Guys!
=D Keng Sein here, finally reporting herself to her blogging duty on the most irrelevant chosen time.
Why irrelevant?
Well it is firstly, 12.09am in dear Malaysia and I'm rushing my arse off doing 4 assignments at the same time.
Secondly, I'm only blogging because I'm so busy. :P When I'm free I rarely find the commitment towards my blog. Odd but sad.


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Short post I promise.
Now I wanna talk about a severe procrastination syndrome I observed in myself.
This semester going to be one hell for me because the workload is definitely doubled up and judging by the updated version of my procrastination skills, I look like I'm going for a very bad downfall.

BUT FRED NOT! Even if all pimples were to conquer mother earth (my forehead), I will try my level best to make sense out of all these hectic senseless rush in assignment and race for what I hope to see, the light at the end of the tunnel before I burn the tracks for some fire from within ^^

Today I'm gonna attempt a very risky act for my assignments,
I shall enforce the
quantity > quality theory.
Where information are researched at the highest speed and there will be lack of filtration in the documents.
This is to ensure in within 5 hours I manage to complete 4 assignments and leave the rest of the days to tidy up the unfiltered notes. =D

Risk predicted: Ended up getting nothing done.
Progress expected: All assignments will reach to phrase 2 in progress, where they are all going somewhere besides scratch ^^

I shall blog about it when I'm done.
Do or Die situation!


Oh ps readers; found my other half :P

I have a kawan music, Min'z!

Ok... before reading this post, I honestly recommend you guys to click the following link

http://www.myspace.com/minz.music/music/songs
to click on any song in the list and let me know what you think of the singer.

I originally wanted to write a review filled with words regarding this friend of mine who is a local singer from Malacca.

But as I was replaying the whole list of songs again and again, trying to find the right word to describe her music, I only found out the fact that nothing I could ever write in words that could possibly describe how tremendously talented she is. It is only fair for u to listen to her on your own and judge ^^

If listening isn't enough, you may share my little 5 cent about her and see whatcha think.
My opinions on her...

1. You know how some people are performers and some are pure singers... both separated... One more commercialized than the other... She is a two in one man.... First of all, she got great musical talent. I may not be good in analyzing music considering I'm tone deaf myself, but I know a great singer when I hear a Chinese girl with a Dido's voice. Her voice is melodious, artsy and pure scary! It feels like it is the first time everytime i listen to her songs and they never fails to blow my mind. Her songs are mainly themed on love, but u have to see her live performance to truly feel her song. How she interact with her audience with the music she plays and her choices for words in her lyrics would be more obvious when u hear her live =D *wink wink* It has always been a great pleasure to watch her perform.
   
2. Even her random cover on popular musics are really good. XD Listen to this cover on Uncle Kracker's Follow me. This is one of my fav because I just love the sound of Ukulele. Can u believe she got that thing for less than 3 days if I'm not wrong and she already started performing it? XD something I can't relate at all... http://www.facebook.com/minz.music#!/video/video.php?v=489619731399&oid=279821709477&comments
3. I love her love song because of the choices of words in her lyrics.

Listen to her latest one, to see you go.
Highly emotional song.
Perfect for the aftermath of a bad breakup.
As always, the lyrics are simple, romantic and grasp the particular situation in all the right angle.
I have never been on a relationship to tell how break up feels like, but i like her perspective in it =D

To know more about her, check her out on

Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/minz.music#!/minz.music
Myspace: http://www.myspace.com/minz.music/music

Will update you guys more on her performance! ROOT FOR HER! WHOOOHOOO

*Update*
By the way, Min'z has a short message for all of you ^^

- Hey guys! Please go to http://www.flyfm.com.my/campurchart/ register and vote for To See You Go - Min'z if you like the song! You can vote each everyday. :) ♥ here is the song: http://soundcloud.com/minzmusic/minz-to-see-you-go

Lets carry the woman to the edge of stardom! <3 GO GO GO!


Min'z - To See You Go

Holding on
Trying not to cry again
Trying to be strong
Trying to think of a different plan
I need some time
u need some time alone
i wanna try you wanna try someone else i know (my fav part of the whole song LOLZ)

its slow sorrow
to see you go (2x)

starting from where we begun again
tell me if im wrong
tell me if i stand a chance
i will comply believe ur lies alone
i wont deny ill take ur highs and lows u know

you go you go i'll be here flawed

Lock up your temptations!

I'm truly thankful
That these days, receiving key chain's tradition has been slowly reducing in numbers
and passing around chocolates for souvenirs became a trend.

And with that said,
I'm happy to announce I have yet again received chocolates for souvenirs!
THIS IS THE BOMB,
THE Medium size of M&Ms.
THE SIZE IS HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I had never really bought giant bag of M&M before so the largest I have seen is probably the RM6.00++ one..

A souvenir from Mr. Lau =D
I LOVE CHOCOLATE
Who doesn't?
I admit I'm a pig for it especially for some good old M&M
(except for peanut.. omg taste bad.. Chocolate and Peanut is a bad combo)

But screw it =D
Look at the snap shot of the jar!

The top layer is my dad's hershey... It is caramel, yummilicious and fattening.

Next is darren's Hershey, which is the remaining half of it after I went crazy with hershey for 20 minutes. (I finished half of it in less than half an hour ><)

The bottom of the whole pot is Wei Zhong's brand new and fresh M&M


Well the whole purpose of the jar and deco was to confine these GOODIES into a jar with a warning to me.
"If it taste good, it is bad."
And I purposely kept M&M at the bottom because I know if I reached it today,
none will be around tomorrow.
And their end result will be on my forehead.

I'm getting a little paranoid for the pimples I'm getting.
It might be lack of sleep.
Darren's hershey RAWR
or all the daily chocolates I'm consuming!

My skin looks like crap now and I have to stop myself before I go nuts!
And to top it off, I'm also sick.
Coughing since the 1st of January.
today is the 10th already...
So M&M is a big no no...
(blardie... took a whole packet of peanut m&m just now..)
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Lets pray the jar will confine the goodies long enough till all the pimple disappear!

Don't expire my dear M&M.....

While arranging the M&Ms, I noticed that there are more Orange, less blue ^^ Interesting... XD
There are 6 colors in total.....
Lets finish brown fast ;D
Crap.
My other self is talking ><
NO CHOCOLATE FOR A WEEK!