Happy Birthday JMKY!

Hey babe!
I told you I had every intention to make your birthday hat..
it's just that it didn't work out all the way due to time management issue..
I dropped the idea and got u a fast-hat instead....
=P

Hopefully next year you would finally manage to get you kid's party dream come true!...^^

=D

Ok la....
after posting that blogpost..
I noticed many people could actually relate to my issue...
I learnt a lot!
Firstly
I think from my previous post, I've seen the issue in a oversensitive point of view...
After a two days.. I noticed it's no big deal after all..
It was me who think I'm an antisocial
Successfully putting me in an antisocial side..
=D

If I open up...
Things would be better too.. No?

=D Be happy
No worries

What is college like?

I walked into an environment where I'm not familiar with.
Strolling pass tall gigantic normal people who keeps staring and me..
Keeping my heads held low and my eyes forward
And I know..
I have returned to college...

The excitement on seeing old friends in college doesn't seem to bubble off the tip of my head...
It feels like first day of college all over again..
Just that this time...
It felt a lot worse knowing I have been there for 4 months by now...

Antisocial
I saw my classmate..
My emotions got messed up
I pretend like I'm looking for people
But I hope someone will just recognize me

Antisocial
I keep my smiles up
My emotions still uncertain...
Its like they can read my emotionless face or my weird gesture
My insecurity hikes up to another higher level

Antisocial
Why can't I tell u how I feel?
Where do I belong to?
What am I doing here?
When will this be over?
Who can I look forward to?
How to feel less miserable than this?

(This is not a poem so fuck off)
Why..
Do I feel this...
Feelings of being drown
Over and over again..
When will I be immune?

Alvin and the Chipmunk 2!

You know what..
I just noticed
Whenever I'm with Siew Wei in the cinema, if she is laughing, I want to laugh too ^^
No matter how bad the movie or manga is!
Imagine I actually opened a random manga link and chatted with her about it..
It suddenly became so fun and entertaining, even if its normal...

With that said...
Alvin and the Chipmunk 2 in my opinion is bad...
Aside from being completely meaningless, it's just another sequel which is not worth making, or should I say it's made to absorb popularity from the prequel.

The villain was pathetic..
Alvin was predictable.. The whole I'm going to follow the jocks and forget about my brothers...
How many thousand time have we seen that already?
Most of the song were out of place....
Aside from "Right round" when they were spinning in the bowl....

Toby= completely useless character....
So much of the character, story lines and scenes were unbearable..
I truly enjoyed the first one, which was refreshing to see singing chipmunks!
But chipettes?

The story is just too dull...
Well, thumbs up on the adorable side of the chipmunks... "THEADORE" only.. cough cough
Thank god I watched it with Siew wei, or I might had cry all the way out of the cinema..

What is right and what is wrong?

Relationship is confusing. For those involved and not involved.
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She said, "I hate it when my friends meddle with my relationship. They just screw me up! Why can't they just M.Y.O.B"

He said, "Who is this unknown number asking me about a girl I just met?"

The forgotten past

She said, "I just don't understand him anymore. I'm worried, scared, and yet excited! Help me to figure it out..."

They said, "What should we do? She is practically dying... She stopped caring for her life... Should we help her out?"

She said, "OMG.... Let me know what you sent"

He said (to his convenience), "Why are they harassing me with questions I don't know how to answer? Can't they like MYOB?"

He said (to his convenience), "Thank you, they. I would have been kept in the dark if you didn't help out. If this work out, you are our best man."

They said, "Why are they so unhappy with me now that things didn't work out? Am I a con man?"

She said, "Why didn't you guys help me out when I needed you? I was suffering all alone and you guys were some genius bystander."

They said, "You told us you want friends to stay out. This is your problem. Not ours."

She said, "What friends are for, fun and joy and that is just about it."

He said, "I don't understand her, do you know what is happening?"

They said, "Go ask her yourself. What I know is not something you need to know from me."

He said, "If you are not willing to tell, I will just have to find someone else."

He and she said, "It would be better if there is someone I could talk to."

They said, "Should we throw ourselves to them or keep everything to ourselves."

We said, "I just helped hooked up my friend's crush, they are thankful now"

They said, "You got lucky. You made a fruitful bet."

We said, "They just broken up and they are blaming me for seducing the other one."

They said, "They will blame the grass if they could if things doesn't work out. Lets go yum cha instead"

Expressing what is real

At one point....
I blog only for profits...
Then I lost interest and that was that...

Recently I have been reading up on blogs...
Noticing how much a person is willing to spill in their blog, becoming so bloody honest and comfortable with telling everything, they literally used blog as another diary....

Well, a diary we wish to be read by the others....
It seems boring... But it helps the others to understand them better....
So I tot of giving that kinda of writing a go....
To see if it would help me or the others at all...

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5 November 2009

"I have been ***************************** for 18 years already! weeee"
I caught myself subconsciously saying it out loud, with the sigh of relief...
Shocking... I don't want to admit it but it might actually bothers me to acknowledge that...

We are all talking about a heated topic...
At first I tot of all the ways I need to approach a relationship issues
Trying to reason out why its ok not to cry for a guy....
But when my advice becomes useless, I feel so annoyed and irritated...
I don't know how to face relationship issues...
How to advice a person to calm them down
Or to know what is right or what is wrong to everything...
All this while I might have thought I missed out in getting a boyfriend at younger age...
But after seeing one problem after another in relationship...
I need to look at god and say thank you for all the fateful avoidance in relationship...
Its not that I expect relationship to be awfully smooth and harmless..
It's just that if one day I look at the mirror and caught myself crying helpless day after day...
my already small eyes will get uglier than ever!

can I really risk that for a guy??
Hmmmmmm

I'm still selfish arent I?

Gapz Garden Review!

Do you know..
There are three types of manga??
They have similarities in the drawing...
Yet contrasted differences...

Manga- Japanese comic
Manhwa- Korean comic
Manhua- Chinese comic

I recently only noticed the last category ^^

You will notice that Manga got simple and less detailed drawing while Manhwa got the overly dramatic details on the drawing...
Manhua on the other hand, like the one you can see in the example picture, is harder to tell the differences.

The only thing I noticed is that the mangaka for manhua actually bothers to switch the character's hair over so frequently you may at times mistaken them for someone else...
Maybe it's only for this manhua but the other manga I read so far will not emphasize on the changes in hairstyle or even dressing to emphasize on a certain characteristic based on their style...

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Gapz Garden

http://www.mangafox.com/manga/gapz_garden/

I love the story becoz of these few lines..

"How come I can't even be honest when I'm writing my own diary?"
-happens the moment when the hero read the heroin's diary about her love interest for another one... When she skipped his name in her diary...

"I will force myself to dance with everyone tonight... Just to get my chance to have you dance with me.."
-When the heroin still doesn't know the guy likes her because he bullies her all the time.

"Could I open up myself to you now? Could you understand the hug I gave you before and now?"
-When the hero thought the one he loves likes the heroin..

"Even if the one who wrote to me used the name Lily, I know the one who had written it is you, Julie"
-When the hero's brother found out that the step mother forced the adopted sister to be the penpal of the brother.


The story is damn good I ensure you...
A manga that made me laugh, depressed, confused and enlighten...
It is really impressive..
Using mental illness in between the story line..
And the ending.... eventhough there are unwritten outcome of the relationship, the mangaka left the story with a perfect ending ^^