You can never have too many
But I'm jealous if I don't get as much at TIMES...
But every second, I would like to remind myself...
I can't handle more than the amount I have now....
I have a problem...
I do not like to choose the special one...
Nor do I like to obligate myself to a certain person...
Cause there are too many important people in my life...
Therefore I would like to show everyone how much I appreciate them..
One at a time...
However, when I put my attention on one side, the every othe
r side would be neglected...Then I'm labeled bias..
I fix it by diverting my attention to another angle
Then I'm labeled disloyal..
When I tried compromising on both side....
Then finally, they are all labeled unimportant...
The labels are mine to decide and also mine to bestow.
There are too many ghost whisperer in my mine!
Like literally...
One ghost tells me suggestions, another ghost do the blaming, and another one do the one pressuring..
I'm a lousy friend and I don't know what to do.... ><
Lost lost and lost
