Trouble finds its way to me

I'm sorry for not supporting you
I'm sorry for not looking out for you
I'm sorry for not deciding for you
I'm sorry for not understanding your feelings
I'm sorry for misleading you
I'm sorry for not stopping you when I could
I'm sorry for making you cry

But most of all
I'm sorry for not noticing my mistakes before....

Now
I'm terribly sorry for deciding for you
I'm terribly sorry for blindly supporting you
I'm terribly sorry for not letting you cry
I'm terribly sorry for pampering you
I'm terribly sorry for assuming that you are ok
I'm terribly sorry for not letting you fall and learn on your own
I'm terribly sorry for thinking the worst for you
I'm terribly sorry for thinking you are weak and sick

But most of all
I'm terribly sorry for not noticing my mistakes again like before

Maybe
I might never regret deciding for you
I might never regret introducing things to you
I might never regret pushing you to hell
I might never regret helping you
I might never regret doing stupid things for you

But most of all
I might never regret making you hate me for all the things I do for you

For now
I don't know what I can do anymore
I don't know what I should do anymore
I don't know what you really want me to do
I don't know what you actually need me to do

But I guess I could understand a little now
The trouble with love is.... Its stronger than your pride right?
It probably screwed you up inside
When you think you got it all figured out
You are back to square one again...
Your world is shattering
and your heart is always in pain
It got you crazy right?
Trust me, it got me crazy too


Go look for a help
Cause I'm no longer capable to meet your needs anymore
Cause I'm getting impatient seeing careless you are
Cause I can't care if you don't
Cause if you don't love yourself, I can't love you too
Cause I don't know what is the best for you anymore
Cause I think what you need is not me
So just go look for anyone but me
Cause you just don't need me anymore.