SPM is finally over...
I still can't believe it...
I can never show up in cpr to deal with my studies..
Never have to wake up at 7 to go to CPR
Never have to see a certain people faces to live my life... But I'm still stuck with satya and poh yee.. so yah not much difference in that.. Still got to see their faces right? xD (guys.. I'm joking.. dont list it down)
Send away all my books
No second glance...
I'm happy and in peace now...
Wait.. before I go on any further..
I got a friend
A very old friend... Lets just say I lost all my contact with ssg friends since standard 4..
So yah... I highly doubt he remembers me because even for me.. Only a fragment of his image appear in my mind when his name was mentioned...
And even with that.. I'm still doubting my memory whether or not that guy that appeared in my memory is him
Wong Zhe Yi... has just passed away at the age of 17
I pray hard that the guy in my mind is really him
because... I will never have the chance to see the same good guy ever again
In my memory.. which is still very bad... He was a very nice guy.... He chuckles a lot I guess...
Shouldn't be in the same class as me because according to ee quin.. he is a very smart guy
So without doubt... I 'm smart guys won't end up in my class....
If you are at peace in heaven and looking at this dumb blog post I'm typing...
I'm honored.. That is one thing
I'm sorry I didn't get to go to your funeral...
I'm sorry I never got to know you better
and now you are gone
May you be at peace in heaven...
Everyone.. appreciate your living friends... because you will never know when you or them might get a early ticket to see God in person..
Ok... Long post this time
Detik detik bulan SPM
Tuesday, 11 November 2008
-Sejarah was super easy.. I thank Poh Yee Satya and Siew Wei long night stay in my house for sleep over… You guys made this girl finally understand sejarah a day before the test.. ^^ As for B.M….. Lets just say it is unpredictable…. Paper 1 was horrifying.. Paper 2 was damaging my brain….
Wednesday, 12 November 2008
-My perfect husband.. what a question to ask for an essay question.. Basically… I was super stress during English because I felt I didn’t study enough for my sejarah… Between my blue moments… I manage to exclude the really facts on how my perfect husband should be… Rich, rich and wealthy.. Yah… that pretty much sums it up for my husband… Sejarah paper 2 was easier than I thought.. I just couldn’t believe myself saying … “Damn it.. I should have read this just now.. I purposely excluded this.. Damn! Hahaha” like about 10 times? So not that confident…
Thursday, 13 November 2008
-I have no fate with Add Math and the same goes for Mathematics… No fate and faith for them so not much to say….
Monday, 17 November 2008
-Science is a good choice to replace add math.. Enough said don’t you think?
Tuesday, 18 November 2008
-It is Add Math… I studied so much (only a day before Add Math) and not concentrate on my Moral… So I have no high expectation on both of you.. Bluek…
Wednesday, 19 November 2008
-Art is a good choice to replace my Chemistry result… XD
Thursday, 20 November 2008
-Sorry Miss Pakia.. I did my best…
Monday, 21 November 2008
-The paper wasn’t tough… Somehow.. But I didn’t exactly read the whole book… I never read the form 5 book until a day before Bio paper… Wow.. I just notice I took risk for almost all my test…. OMG…..
Tuesday, 22 November 2008
-Not exactly the hardest Physic paper I took.. But again.. another subject that I barely cover… Not a single chapter I cover completely.. thank you god for not having and electromagnetism question in parts that I need to answer besides objective.. I’m thankful…
Thursday, 23 November 2008
-Thank god I didn’t study for EST…. It came out nutrition.. I was like…. Oh sweet god..
But Unlike my EST.. My art paper 2 was a sad case… I was so emotionally disturbed during the exam my hands shook when I was trying to draw up my butterfly details!!!! I almost cry but I knew it wasn’t the time… But in the end…. I didn’t have the time to cover up everything… And I actually broke into tears… I can’t believe it… It was so disturbing.. Unlike add math.. even if I didn’t do well… I knew I have no heart for that.. But art is different.. it felt like something I can really enjoy and have a little faith… It turns out to be very ugly despite my friends attempt to make me feel better by complimenting and the art teacher who said I can get A… I cry not because I cared about the examiner impression on it… It is more of I have dropped beyond my own expectation… Thank god no one reads till the end of my blog right… XD reply V rocks if you read this again.. XD
Ok to all my friends and family
Don’t come up to me and tell me you will do well in your SPM because I really felt I didn’t do much to deserve such expectation
Don’t sympathize me for not doing well either because I really don’t need that now..
For those who saw my art.. Don’t listen to Satya.. The art is really ugly and I gave up… So shshhhhh
I love you all my friends
I will post about it next.. XD bye!
2 comments:
hey cousin! congratulations on finishing spm..oh, and i dont know where else to reach u beside thru ur comment box :) anyway, fire away any questions u have for form 6...hehe....will be glad to help..
hello! i still find it funny that i'm writing this thru here..haha..
anyway,
1. if u really do want to take up medic, u definitely have to undergo form 6 or A-levels. some universities such as those in russia, or AIMST (i think) offer pre-med course. since, u have to do one or d other, Form 6 won't exactly be a waste of time lah..besides, doing form 6 or A levels kinda gives u d time to rethink on whether u really wanna do medic or not, rather than be stuck in a pre-med course. there is another route into local universities, which is matriculation, but dat is VERY hard to get in, mainly cos of d colour of our skin. hope u get wat i mean :) dat takes 1 year only as compared to stpm, and hence most of my malay coursemates r a year younger than me.
and personally, d main reason i took form 6 was because of money. because if u do take A-levels, u can only go to private unis after dat and that costs a lot. even A-levels itself is not cheap, compared to form 6.
2. ya, it is tough to get full aces, but as long as ur result is good enough, u can choose d course u want, n d plc u want it. for medic, definitely have to get straight As. i think minimum is 2A,2A-. but currently they also look at ur co-curricular activites, so getting straight As don't guarantee a plc in medic. usually after stpm, we will have to fill out a form- our choice (8 choices) of d course we want n at which university. of course, unimas medic was my second choice only n i got it. i guess they won't just simply throw u into any course dat u don't want. it really depends on ur result n whether they hv enough plc for dat course.
3. form 6 takes 2 years, though it's actually 1 1/2 years, since intake usually start in april or may.
4. i didn't apply for scholarship cos there aren't dat many scholarships for medic. i tried for JPA scholarship but didn't get. dat would be the best scenario i guess, d scholarship offers pre-university n medic course overseas. BUT, very very hard to get. especially for us. i also did try for ASEAN scholarship, but didn't get it. it's a scholarship sponsoring u to do A-levels in singapore, but also risky because u must do excellent in order to get into their local university (National Uni of Singapore, which is wayyy superior than UM). IMU also offers scholarship but also quite difficult to get.
so....my advice to u is.....
IF u really feel u can handle form 6 then go ahead. it is tough, so must really put a lot of effort in it, especially if u r aiming for medic. try to do form 6 at sch which is famous for their form 6 reputation (such as SMK Abdul Samad in PJ). i guess ur sch also should be ok, or r u guys posted to another school?
and after stpm, IF u dont get into medic course in local uni, u can always apply for private ones with ur stpm results. but of course, it's expensive. more affordable medic courses r at russia and ukraine but it is advisable NOT to do there, since there has been a lot of accreditation issues there. private ones over here r like IMU (i feel they're d best private uni), perak medical college, malacca-manipal, etc.
OR....
u do A-levels and go straight to private university...A-levels is easier cos they hv 2 separate exams compared to stpm which is just one big exam for d whole 2 years. ask ah-koo and ah-kim can afford or not. hehe...
OR....
u take up a pre-med course then straight to medic course...but i'm not so sure how does this route go exactly...hmmm...
hope this helped :)
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