Kengstatism

Discovering romance.

2011-06-30T01:22:00.004+08:00

This is a rant post.
I would like to file a complain on this outrageously rude guy who barged into my life rudely and made one hell of a renovation with it.

One and a half year ago I met this obnoxious guy in a party but he wasn't friendly la cause in the end of the day I have to be the gentleman asking for his number.
NVM modern world the girls are a little more proactive.

I don't know who the hell he think he is but he drive me nuts!
He talks to me like we have been friends for life on msn but when we actually meet he doesn't even walk beside me!
WALAO
Screening for bacteria?
I don't bite man.
NVM

After sometime I noticed something was wrong with me.
I subconsciously checks out or talk about him.
Hell, I even do them when I'm busy.
I knew my mind was fooked.
Must have been those chocolates he gave me... It was poisoned.
It drove me to the wall when I started seeing him in my dreams even when I wasn't seeing him.

I knew I had to do something about them after a while.
I deleted him from my msn and phone book to keep the poison spreading at its minimum.
I even avoided going to events that involves him around! Great plan I thought!
NO.
Apparently the poison spreads a lot faster when you avoid them!
Eventually I knew his poison was too powerful for me to avoid so I just prayed real hard each day that he gets another victim that he wished to fool around with.

He didn't make it easy.
He gets closer everyday.
Taking up not only my cyberworld but even my physical time.
The poison he gave me was superbly powerful till the moment he grabbed my hand and popped question, I knew I couldn't say no.
He has successfully dominated my life.
Took over and made drastic changes with everything.
The way I see things and all my principles suddenly got his say and influence in them.

I have completely fell for his spell.
To avoid being poisoned yourself, please look at the following details and avoid any man with the following descriptions.

182cm tall, dark and madly goodlooking.
His eyes are the one you shouldn't look at if he is asking for something. : D
PS: Another reason for you to back off, he is mine now. Shoo shoo ^^

Armageddon

2011-06-20T19:37:00.004+08:00

Hey, you guys wouldn't be able to tell us who actually killed Kennedy, would ya?
-Bruce Willis (Armageddon, 1998)

Stranger

2011-04-12T15:42:00.002+08:00

I woke up one day
and had a regular conversation with a buddy
only to realize she isn't looking into my eyes when she speaks.
Sentences were short and the tone were monotonous.

Heartbroken but figured I might be over thinking it.
Only to realize a few others slowly follow the same sign after a week...
And I could only wonder what have I done wrong to be ignored.

Was it the notes I left on the stairs or the dinners I never went?
Or am I over thinking it...
My instinct can't be wrong...
Something is wrong.
What is it?

What is success?

2011-04-11T15:59:00.002+08:00

Do you have an aim in life?
Today I set in my car wondering what am I capable of doing to serve not for anyone, but for myself.

"What can you do for yourself, Keng Sein?"

Is living an easy and comfortable life sufficient to keep my life going?
I googled a word which is probably suitable to my question... what is success?

Pablo Picasso: Action is the foundational key to success.

Probably it is time for me plan for success and take an action that actually matters.
I'm dehydrated from the lack of inspiration.
The lack of action is making me age faster.

Visitation

2011-04-02T17:30:00.002+08:00

At any level your education, you will find a point where you are ordered to "give back" to the society of the less fortunate by a simple gesture

"Visitation".

May it be for the abandoned animals or the old folks who were left to resolve the rest of their life in a home,
we do visit them and show whatever the school wants us to show.

We would most probably be doing it out of the sense of obligation.
The school would probably be doing it out of the sense of professionalism.
And the government should probably be doing it out of the sense of duty.

and when you try to mind map the whole process involved,
have you wondered if sympathy and sense of appreciation are even involved in the topic of the less fortunate?

You may say, this is a noble attempt, similarly practiced in the flyer marketing scheme,
"you give 1 million out, at least 1 or two would realize it and your mission is accomplished."
Maybe forcing 1 million students from all around Malaysia to do their charitable contribution, one out of these million would actually realize and do something about it.

Maybe I'm just a lil cynical but I do think this noble attempt would cause more damage than benefits.

I think the visitation looks so much like a job, that when a student does visit charitable homes, they would perform their best to show the well mannered part of them and goes back home thinking about their next task.

You leave the people or animals involved with a hope and faith that the people beyond their home actually do care but when the next batch of people comes in, they never seem to be the people of the same faces.

A visitation by a stranger.
How does that help those unfortunate people?
Have you ever wondered what is the point of giving false hope only to forget about it sooner or later because we have to move on with our own life?
So why do we touch the life of the others when we aren't going to do anything about it anyway?
I think this attempt to finish our moral projects in the cost of using the less fortunate is morally wrong.
If you want to do something, make it big and worth while.
Who are you to walk into their home thinking you know how it feels like to be them, make a little scene as if u are going to make a difference and just walk out like you are done?

What is the point of such pathetic act of contribution when it may in the end cause emotional and psychological damage to the less unfortunate?

You don't make things better for them.
You don't understand them better.
You obviously didn't change much either.

The lack of research in this form of visitation and moral module are truly unsightly.
It is not like I'm asking for this whole visitation thing to be stopped.
It does help one way or another to make some of us realized our responsibility.
I just feel we could do more than just smile and show our face to help the less fortunate.
This should be reviewed and strictly enforced.

Cause keeping the morality ruler in our society up is the only way to stop corruption to further domination of our mind....
LOLZ
craps

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PS: you just wasted your time reading complete bull. I'm just confused.
Have fun in your moral class ^^

Don't leave the bed

2011-03-31T12:00:00.000+08:00

I don't know how to unleash my boredom when I have done nothing but to spam ppl on facebook. =(
doesn't give me any form of satisfaction if I can't get replies.

So here I'm to evaporize the remaining caffeine residue in my body which this is the critical moment where I would start talking really quick but all are filled with meaningless shit that would harm pleaple's self esteem, dinner, meal, hobby, sleep, nap and so much more important expect of life!

SO
I'm here....
To ease my boredom
by scolding myself!
AMAZING!

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You stupid klutz! Do you even know how to take care of yourself?
I mean seriously, slicing 3 fingers in a week time is some sort of achievement because it just screams out HOW STUPID YOU ARE TO BE ON THE SAME BLOODIE MISTAKE TWICE!

Have you heard the song that goes something like..... shame on you if you fool me once, shame on me if you fool me twice.........leanrn rimes?

BUT GETTING A FINGER CUT
IS AN ACT OF A FOOL FOR THE FIRST TIME BECAUSE ITS CARELESSNESS
AND GETTING two fingers cut twice
IS A CRIME FOR a 20 YEARS OLD BECAUSE YOU DID IT!

of all place to cut it got to cut at the edge of all my fingers on the left hand......
Actually I'm pretty worried if this is some bad luck day for me
I woke up late...
Assignment half done...
Read the wrong notes....
cut all the right fingers.....
sleepy all at the wrong time....
and almost got myself killed on the highway.

Its like....
I'm at the doorstep of hell......
Waiting for the door to slip open by accident and i fall in because i feel asleep on the door instead of the wall....

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IMAGINE IF WE CAN ALL CONSUME PLASTIC
How cool would it be for a scientist to create some digestive juice suitable for digesting plastic in within our body!
THEN WE CAN CLEAN THE WORLD UP LIKE..... LIKE DINASOUR WHO DOES POPULATION CONTROL! He chew on other animals so that the world won't be so heavy!

But I think because the earth favourite animal's species go eaten as well, so the earth mengamuk and killed all the dinasours in hate......

To ensure no more smart arse population control crap happens again....
Instead of giving human really sharp teeth like how god has given to dinasour, human are made with really blunt teeth, sometimes uglyly structured like mine so we can only consume in limited amount!
Instead on emphasizing on the capability to eat, god made sex drive in human to distract them when they are hungry for canabilism act!

So instead of population control, god made everyone itching for some sexy time and BOOM! NEW BATCH OF HUMANS!
This process goes on and on and no one even noticed that the earth is laughing at all these mass human production!

But i think the earth eventually noticed that population control and over population also cannot be a good thing cause when human start over populating, they start chopping down the earth's hair (aka his trees) to make beds for more sexy time!
OBVIOUSLY after sometime the earth will get furious over the unotified balding session and start going crazy because of a bad hair cut day!

HE THROWS IN HUMAN CONDITIONER (human fertilizer ) by making the nature goes banstreak on human and make them all BARBIE DOLLS! (frozen dead human)

I don't know how to spell banstreak. If u get what i wanna write in that mispelling...
I'm really tired actually and I think i should start reading my script for my assignment.....

<3 Life is a lil weirder on lack of sleep lane

It is worth the 92k

2011-03-30T19:15:00.003+08:00

I honestly think internet has made wonders these days to confuse people's mind.

Last time you think you could rely on the media for the latest news and reliable updates....
Today it is a little harder to source for reliable truth...
Besides the fact that there are many restriction, self censorship and dark knight behind every media firm, there are people out there who actually dedicate themselves to make sites that looks like a real newspaper and make you believe the bullshit they shower you with is TRUTH!

Today my mom came up to me and said Justin Bieber is actually a 51 years old...
For a second there I think my heart skipped a beat as I smiled like a fool in disbelieve.
THE CHILD STAR IS DOOMEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
But I will be wasting my 92k in taylors studying about mass communication if I don't ask.....

"How you know about it?"

It is not like I'm unhappy about him being a total freak of nature but I just need to be sure that I'm happy for the truth, not a haox.

She further clarified that she saw it on the news website her friend showed her.... GOT VIDEO COVERAGE SOMEMORE!
It sounded a lil fishy but I flew straight to my laptop as I googled for Justin Bieber 51 years old in Washington Post.

Not relevant...

ok..
TIMES!

Not relevant....

Ok screw the media choices....

Google: Justin Bieber 51 years old.....
Sources available for the above news: Answer Yahoo, Youtube, Some onion shit.........

D: FACE PALM**

I walked down to my mom and explained the whole misunderstanding....
For a second there she actually doubted me.... So I further explained...

"Mom, if a 4 grammy award winner who is also every little girls' idol isn't featured in BBC, CNN, Washington post or The Star when he is caught being the freak of nature, it can't be true. Sadly, it can't be true..."

The likeliness for someone so famous with such high news value is filtered out of the prominent newspaper front cover with such story is almost 0%.
And if I don't hear it from facebook, its 100% none existence.

Noticed everything I wrote above, sounds like I'm writing the answer for my assignment?
GREAT!
All the time and money spent on my college is finally paying off!

I used 92k (The price for my Degree) to uncover the truth behind this haox which I can easily know through facebook newsfeed....

D:
D:
D:

I need more signs that tells me my future is brighter than they way it seems now....
Where will I end up to be 3 years later?

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Well the bright side is, at least now I recognize a few newspapers... =D
ummmmmmmmm
Which i should have by the age of 15......
HMMMMMMMMM

End of Production.

2011-03-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

Imagine this scenario.
You silenced any possible sound pollution in your house, prepared enough drinking water and found yourself a good sitting position.

Seemingly well organized preparation right?
All is ready as you rest your arse on the sit, only to realized one problem.

Your brain sent your subconscious mind a message, as if every organ in your body has the life of their own and now u are talking to your brain.
It tells you.....

"I'm out of brain juice. This is the end of production. Will be back after restocked. Please wait patiently."

And your brain just doesn't move as your stare blankly on the empty microsoft word document which is supposed to filled with a 15% worth of assignment.
Your brain, is on leave.
Get it?
It doesn't function to produce.
Similar to human's right.
This is called, brain's right.

Do you believe that?
I think in modern age, we call this stoning.
I experienced it 24 hours a day.

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I'm dead

Worst timing for blogging

2011-03-29T00:08:00.003+08:00

Hi Guys!
=D Keng Sein here, finally reporting herself to her blogging duty on the most irrelevant chosen time.
Why irrelevant?
Well it is firstly, 12.09am in dear Malaysia and I'm rushing my arse off doing 4 assignments at the same time.
Secondly, I'm only blogging because I'm so busy. :P When I'm free I rarely find the commitment towards my blog. Odd but sad.

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Short post I promise.
Now I wanna talk about a severe procrastination syndrome I observed in myself.
This semester going to be one hell for me because the workload is definitely doubled up and judging by the updated version of my procrastination skills, I look like I'm going for a very bad downfall.

BUT FRED NOT! Even if all pimples were to conquer mother earth (my forehead), I will try my level best to make sense out of all these hectic senseless rush in assignment and race for what I hope to see, the light at the end of the tunnel before I burn the tracks for some fire from within ^^

Today I'm gonna attempt a very risky act for my assignments,
I shall enforce the
quantity > quality theory.
Where information are researched at the highest speed and there will be lack of filtration in the documents.
This is to ensure in within 5 hours I manage to complete 4 assignments and leave the rest of the days to tidy up the unfiltered notes. =D

Risk predicted: Ended up getting nothing done.
Progress expected: All assignments will reach to phrase 2 in progress, where they are all going somewhere besides scratch ^^

I shall blog about it when I'm done.
Do or Die situation!

Oh ps readers; found my other half :P

I have a kawan music, Min'z!

2011-02-12T00:18:00.006+08:00

Ok... before reading this post, I honestly recommend you guys to click the following link

http://www.myspace.com/minz.music/music/songs
to click on any song in the list and let me know what you think of the singer.

I originally wanted to write a review filled with words regarding this friend of mine who is a local singer from Malacca.

But as I was replaying the whole list of songs again and again, trying to find the right word to describe her music, I only found out the fact that nothing I could ever write in words that could possibly describe how tremendously talented she is. It is only fair for u to listen to her on your own and judge ^^

If listening isn't enough, you may share my little 5 cent about her and see whatcha think.
My opinions on her...

You know how some people are performers and some are pure singers... both separated... One more commercialized than the other... She is a two in one man.... First of all, she got great musical talent. I may not be good in analyzing music considering I'm tone deaf myself, but I know a great singer when I hear a Chinese girl with a Dido's voice. Her voice is melodious, artsy and pure scary! It feels like it is the first time everytime i listen to her songs and they never fails to blow my mind. Her songs are mainly themed on love, but u have to see her live performance to truly feel her song. How she interact with her audience with the music she plays and her choices for words in her lyrics would be more obvious when u hear her live =D *wink wink* It has always been a great pleasure to watch her perform.
Even her random cover on popular musics are really good. XD Listen to this cover on Uncle Kracker's Follow me. This is one of my fav because I just love the sound of Ukulele. Can u believe she got that thing for less than 3 days if I'm not wrong and she already started performing it? XD something I can't relate at all... http://www.facebook.com/minz.music#!/video/video.php?v=489619731399&oid=279821709477&comments
I love her love song because of the choices of words in her lyrics.

Listen to her latest one, to see you go.
Highly emotional song.
Perfect for the aftermath of a bad breakup.
As always, the lyrics are simple, romantic and grasp the particular situation in all the right angle.
I have never been on a relationship to tell how break up feels like, but i like her perspective in it =D

To know more about her, check her out on

Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/minz.music#!/minz.music
Myspace: http://www.myspace.com/minz.music/music

Will update you guys more on her performance! ROOT FOR HER! WHOOOHOOO

*Update*
By the way, Min'z has a short message for all of you ^^

- Hey guys! Please go to http://www.flyfm.com.my/campurchart/ register and vote for To See You Go - Min'z if you like the song! You can vote each everyday. :) ♥ here is the song: http://soundcloud.com/minzmusic/minz-to-see-you-go

Lets carry the woman to the edge of stardom! <3 GO GO GO!

Min'z - To See You Go

Holding on
Trying not to cry again
Trying to be strong
Trying to think of a different plan
I need some time
u need some time alone
i wanna try you wanna try someone else i know (my fav part of the whole song LOLZ)

its slow sorrow
to see you go (2x)

starting from where we begun again
tell me if im wrong
tell me if i stand a chance
i will comply believe ur lies alone
i wont deny ill take ur highs and lows u know

you go you go i'll be here flawed

Lock up your temptations!

2011-01-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

I'm truly thankful
That these days, receiving key chain's tradition has been slowly reducing in numbers
and passing around chocolates for souvenirs became a trend.

And with that said,
I'm happy to announce I have yet again received chocolates for souvenirs!
THIS IS THE BOMB,
THE Medium size of M&Ms.
THE SIZE IS HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I had never really bought giant bag of M&M before so the largest I have seen is probably the RM6.00++ one..

A souvenir from Mr. Lau =D
I LOVE CHOCOLATE
Who doesn't?
I admit I'm a pig for it especially for some good old M&M
(except for peanut.. omg taste bad.. Chocolate and Peanut is a bad combo)

But screw it =D
Look at the snap shot of the jar!

The top layer is my dad's hershey... It is caramel, yummilicious and fattening.

Next is darren's Hershey, which is the remaining half of it after I went crazy with hershey for 20 minutes. (I finished half of it in less than half an hour ><)

The bottom of the whole pot is Wei Zhong's brand new and fresh M&M

Well the whole purpose of the jar and deco was to confine these GOODIES into a jar with a warning to me.
"If it taste good, it is bad."
And I purposely kept M&M at the bottom because I know if I reached it today,
none will be around tomorrow.
And their end result will be on my forehead.

I'm getting a little paranoid for the pimples I'm getting.
It might be lack of sleep.
Darren's hershey RAWR
or all the daily chocolates I'm consuming!

My skin looks like crap now and I have to stop myself before I go nuts!
And to top it off, I'm also sick.
Coughing since the 1st of January.
today is the 10th already...
So M&M is a big no no...
(blardie... took a whole packet of peanut m&m just now..)
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Lets pray the jar will confine the goodies long enough till all the pimple disappear!

Don't expire my dear M&M.....

While arranging the M&Ms, I noticed that there are more Orange, less blue ^^ Interesting... XD
There are 6 colors in total.....
Lets finish brown fast ;D
Crap.
My other self is talking ><
NO CHOCOLATE FOR A WEEK!

Top 50 Randomness of Year 2010

2010-12-23T11:35:00.002+08:00

I'm superbly anxious every time when it reaches the end of the year!
You know the feeling that you have to pack and leave the hotel after a week of holiday but you are still in your bathing suit next to the pool?

IT IS THAT KINDA FEELING.
THE NOT READY FEELING!
The feeling where you wonder if you missed out anything in the past 365 days,
wonder what do 20 years old ppl do with their life,
state of shock cause you enjoyed your Christmas party so much and did not realize it is ending next week!

THE YEAR IS ENDING NEXT WEEK.

End of the year for me is the time I take out time to reminiscence on everything that had happened to me this year before I close this chapter and move on to another. I want to list them all out because they were somewhat crazy, random and left an impact in my memory card.

Try to guess which event you belong to because I'm not listing the name out. =D
(I scattered the pictures randomly)

My blog don't usually have readers. Reaching 120 hits a week was superbly hard but recently after posting the LRT post where there was this fat man picture in it, my number of viewers skyrocked and reached the minimum of 160 per day! I know they are probably not actual readers but this superficial figures give me a little more hope that people actually reads my blog =D
I stutter when I talk on the phone. Major self discovery after calling 160 people everyday from my office. Just when I thought I could start training on the way I talk, my supervisor decided to make me do research instead. There is a mixture of happiness and disappointment there but I think he discovered my weakness =(
I discovered I got business potential after joining Business Plan competition where many people complimented on our idea, the Ice Cream Vending machine.This is the only competition I joined and actually won a medal and MONEY.
But Call4fashion reminded me I suck in business. D:<
I just realized most of the clothes I wore for fancy parties or gatherings were all repetitive and given by someone else >;O. Which makes me wonder how often do I really shop. got 0% sense of fashion.
I got to know this guy from Yishan's birthday party by coincidence and by today I probably seen him more often than I have seen Satya in a year.
I found my best guy friend of the year after he saved my arses for a gazillion time. Best guy friend with not a pinch of romance at all. 101% sure.
I'm usually lazy to drive out. One day out of guilt for not driving enough, I drove all the way to her house place to deliver ice cream. And I took a few wrong turns because we wanted to eat mc donalds ^^
I have still yet to pass her birthday gift after 2 months. She didn't forget. =(
A group of us went to pasan around 6am and we had to use torch light to walk all the way up because it was so dark. The catch is, none of us brought touch light. I couldn't remember why we went up so early but from that day on, afternoon pasan became morning pasan =D
I started talking to some stranger I got to know on the street. Now that I see her more often, I got to know she is Mrs Low. I'm very lucky to meet nice people all the time who gives me free food!
I was up around 4 or 5 in the morning to go Broga and we didn't even catch the sunrise.
I discovered the fact that submitting the assignment late is not so scary after all. But that discovery made me start some of my assignments a day after the due date.
I found someone who meets up with me a few times in a month to just sit in mamak or store where we talk about everything that comes across our mind. Some form of de-stress. Works perfectly fine. She is my neutral point when I get too crazy and too dull.
I'm doing internship to discover my passion for advertising. My company provide PR, event management, CRM and design but doesn't provide advertising =D lets highlight FML
When I went for interview for TWCS, I told them I don't know anything about Communication and I got the scholarship. When I went for interview at ROOTS, I told them I don't think my knowledge is sufficient to provide any major improvement and I got the job. I think this kinda experiences will make me weak in actual scary interviews.
After a huge blow on my circle of friends, I suddenly realized I have very little friends i could borrow a shoulder to cry on.
I got into a car accident once and I got people coming over to my house for visits. I think when they come to sympathize me, I naturally found the reason to sympathize myself more and I ended up crying.
When I got into accident, two of my closest friends were already in the car, so I called the other one after I got into the hospital. She laughed and told me she is busy handling her tuition class.
I was making jokes on how amazing it was to fly though the highway without getting killed when my friends sent me to the hospital. I started crying on my own at home when I realized I might have been killed.
I slam the badminton racket on her head before but she is the type of friend that never gives up playing badminton with me. She is amazing.
At one point of my life, I see her so often and went out lunch with her almost everyday for a week, I actually felt I have a potential to be the boy in a lesbian relationship. Then another one came and told me that with my attitude, thank god I'm a girl because no girl would date me =(
I read some of my old post and I don't understand what I wrote.
We started putting stupid ring tone in our phone so that whenever anyone of us call each other, that exact same song will appear with it's stupid lyrics. The embarrassment when the phone rang in public just made us love it more =D
I slept in college car park all alone during the end of my foundation and walked into class with the exact same outfit the next day and no one realized.
I shared one of my deep dark secret with this guy because it was sharing moment and we were doing assignments. Few days later he came telling me "you think people would be more surprise hearing my part or yours" when I was threatening to reveal his.
I went to pasan with this senior hiker and it turns out to be the most "jungle" experience I ever had. I pok kai so often he told me I got terrible balance =(
I wore sport shoe to club and someone would still dance with me. I guess being random wasn't all bad =P
I don't plan to think when I drive. Read that again after watching me drive. You will understand why.
I gave my number to some random guy who asked for my number and he turns out to be weirder than me. Weirder and older. =P
I realized I barely have any guy friend when I ended up calling him for every emergencies. He gave me ice cream when I was traumatized after my car broke down. What would life be without him.
I chose 3 minutes meal for my performance because I needed a character that resembles me. I started forgetting all my lines when I was performing on the actual day and I was shaking all over. After the performance, lot of people came and told me I'm great in that act. Guess what, that character was a shaky and nervous presenter. Get the resemblance? It was my lucky day =D
Both of them come to my room once in a while to create their own personal space for nail saloon. We also stalk people on facebook to laugh at them =P
Some little orphan came and ask me why my gusi so big. I think she read my letter to god cause that is what I asked every day in my life.
I loved going to musical with her because we get to dress up to just sit among thousands of people. But I realized I'm tone deaf and can't live in high class lifestyle =(
We drove all the way to Malacca and Port Dickson. I felt so young joining them for such random trip =D
This year I discovered something. Going out with girl and guy alone doesn't always mean something is up. It means everyone is busy and they aren't the same sex by coincidence. I learnt this a little slow because I don't used to have lots of guy friends =D
Buried is the most original movie that I love from just listening to their advertisement. I'm very defensive towards insult against this movie =D
I borrowed a tripod stand from a friend as I watched him going crazy over limited edition shoes. He is a funny friend who redefined what God meant to me. He even introduced me KOBE CITY! I wonder if he still remembers about the tripod stand because it is still with me. =P
I noticed my daily clothes are labeled uniform when I went Jamie's party =(
I don't comb my hair 365 times in 365 days in a year. Get me? =D
I love organizing my own birthday part but it is a solo birthday celebration next year =D
I was singing to every one of Wonder Girl's song except for one unknown one because I'm a BIG FAN in disguise =D
This year has the best Chinese New Year because everyone was wearing traditional outfit and I never felt so chinese before in my whole life =D
I don't think he knows my actual name because everytime I call, sms and chat with him in real life or cyber world, he always call me pupa O.O
I have been sleeping in the same room with my brother for 2 weeks now because my ceiling had a hole in it. Staying there reminds me once again how comfortable it is to have a brother and it sucks to know he is leaving in less than 15 days =(
The pimples all over my forehead reminds me how busy I have been continuously till the point I do not have time for life. In chronological order, pimple grew when I was blardie frustrated with a few of my friendships, then my isolated lifestyle in college, then my college movie assignment that made me cry, then the exam, the the movie competition, then business plan that lasted for 3 months, then degree's pressure, then internship pressure and in between a few of them are financial problems. I was never really free, just too blank to do anything for a short period of time before I consistently do a lot of thing for a long period of time. Pimples are not leaving. Damn.
Many friends of mine tells me I'm too thin to complain about weight issue. So I would like to show WHAT is thin in my book and what is FAT because they are totally blind.
Love life is well described by No regrets. Like what the lead actress said when she received the award for the best female artist, "We don't need hugs or kisses to develope a relationship."
I don't really know how to say No. I either ffk or go.

I like year 2010...

Tong Yuen Festival with the Lim Family

2010-12-23T10:23:00.004+08:00

Hope all of you had a great Solstice celebration
because I had a blast with my family!
By the way, don't get me wrong when I said Lim family, it doesn't mean all my relatives' surnames are lim, it is just that they are family from my father side ^^
Was feeling a little guilty for not giving the other family's surnames the limelight =(

Anyway, Solstice celebration is definitely something I look forward to every year.
Besides the fact that that tong yuen taste so awesome, it also holds the strong importance for family to gather together and celebrate under the same roof.

For Lim family, it means more food, more alcohol, more singK session and more alcohol!
I like talking to my relatives and laughing over everything.

For example how my father repetitively told us how awesome his family recipe soup is and nudged me to make them. Wai Kit is willing to be my white rat if I made them!

Or how my aunties were all telling me to eat 19 biji tong yuen or I won't grow up. Last time I would just wallop those tong yuen like nobody's business. But this year a logic came to me and I shared it with my aunties..."So meaning if I don't eat them I will forever be 19 years old? OMG I'm NOT EATING THIS CRAP!"

I like eating there but regret for eating too much much later =P
I would like to blame and thank my auntie for such good food that made me eat without thinking... ROASTED GOOSE!

I like how we always have singing K session and mahjong even thou I suck at both of them.
I think CNY, Lim family gathering and everything else would be very different if my brother go America. Especially for the singing K session. I wonder if people would still pick his Lee Hom songs to sing because I have been listening to him for my entire life.
=( I'm gonna miss that bugger...
He plays guitar in the dark so that I couldn't sleep when it was 2am.
Dunno should slap him or hug him at times...

I go around telling ppl our chinese new year mahjong starts on CNY eve and ends at the last day of CNY..
I didn't realize even without CNY they can also play a few rounds! LOLZ

Eeleng is coming home tomorrow!

=''''''(
Its too selfish to say don't go.
But I just realized how far America is from here.
Who is going to bring me out for lunch on the weekends?
Drive during dinner?
Play that annoying guitar and force compliments out of me?
Tell me he cleaned the toilet the last time when the toilet was never clean.
Make me sing when I'm too shy to do so.

Blardie hell...
=(
12 more days....

Accepting bun from a stranger

2010-12-14T15:55:00.004+08:00

Something amazing happened to me today!
A lady gave me a free bun and told me FATE gave me that bun!
STRANGER
FREE FOOD
GET ME?
=D
The weirdest part was when ME casually took it from her and happily munched away...

I don't usually take food from strangers so it came to be a culture shock for myself!
That stranger is someone I knew on the street on my own!
100% GENUINE STRANGER
Maybe because I watched too much Snow White in the past,
I'm pretty certain stranger's food means no good lor.
POISONS
UP TO NO GOOD
Who knows someone might be plotting to drug me and chop my limbs off to make me a begger on the Thailand street?
OR OR OR
The bun was filled with human meat and I'm the next ingredient!

But I think the process to getting that free bun was pretty safe...
LOLZ
let me explain.....

I was waiting at the Sri Petaling LRT station for my colleague to pick me up to sama sama go work.
But I went there a little early so I had to find a place to plant my bump.
I sat right next to an old lady who sold bun!
I didn't choose to sit next to her on purpose ok =P
I looked at the yellowish bun hungrily and she was trying to sell it to me.
My stuck up self voiced out a little louder than I wanted, and I said
"No, I don't buy outside food."

But after a while, my stupid eyes have to direct my drooling mouth towards the delicious freshly made bun as my hand controlled itself and reached out for one....
Some backstabber =(
The auntie obviously didn't give it to me for free. THE FIRST ONE LA...

The business trading ended with a friendly conversation. =D
My mass comm habit is kicking in whenever I'm with people =P
Who knew the first bun would lead to so many questions from me.

Like who made these, why no dbkl come sapu meh, business good ar, didn't consider pasar malam ar....
I bombarded her with quite a number of questions but I think she was pretty cool with it because she got nothing else to do.

After talking and laughing for quite sometime, she told me she was about to go home and offered me a bun.
I was like... Umm, u want me to pass it over to your friend there?
(I didn't even ask why she so slumber asking me to work for her LOLZ DAMN BLUR)
Then she said...

"NO LA.. This is for you... We got fate to talk today. After all it isn't anything much."

I was damn shocked and suddenly my colleague came out of a blue and I went off after waving. Like damn blur kinda wave if you get me LOLZ...

And I ended up going to work with two yellow bun from an auntie I don't even know her name but she trust fate enough to gimme =D

The feeling was great and it is the first time someone
completely random offered me food after a conversation....

I think I got to tell my mom,
"Talking to strangers aren't all harmful after all..."
=D

ps: i didn't get stomach pain
TEEHEE

The world is not ready to accept prostitution legally.

2010-12-12T15:00:00.004+08:00

My honest confession.
Last night I received a few less favorable comments regarding my post on prostitution and the whole situation eventually drove me to temporary hid that post.
I guess I don't take constructive criticism or negative comments nicely.
It hits my pride and ego.
More importantly, I'm lack of confidence in my writing in a way I wrote to please the others.
Which I think was the reason why I eventually stopped blogging way before because I started to write to please and the whole phenomena was tiring and unoriginal.

But in this world, readers and audience are not unified to say only yes or not.
Nor would all my writings be accepted as it is.
Not am I a dedicated researcher.
I'm just another little unimportant girl on this earth wanting to share her thoughts.
I guess since I started writing more frequently recently, blogging became brand new to me all over again and the idea of dislike became more prominent.

I wrote the prostitution post out of personal opinion on what I see on tv, not for political or religious disagreement.
I did no research, survey or whatever detailed investigation.
I wrote based on my personal opinion and in my support of freedom of speech.
Thank you Satya for reminding me once again, this is my blog.
I write whatever I want.
Confidence is bloody important no?

Anyway, those criticism I got for my post was not all that bad.
I guess in the world where freedom of speech exist, they have the right to write less favorable comments on my writings and after thinking through, I truly appreciate some sort of respond that demand for my attention.

I will keep writing....
Voicing out with clarity...
If you dislike my writings...
BRING IT ON cause I acknowledge them!

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As for the prostitution post.

1. Legalizing prostitution enhance HIV.
- U have your point there. Obviously when sex are out for sales, sexual activities would definitely increase and hence chances of HIV is a lot higher as well. But do you know, some countries that legalized prostitution do not only take tax from this type of industry, but they also made it mandatory to have body check up from time to time and other benefits from the Ministry of Health. They respect these woman and provide them the means for protection. This is the type of consideration and mentality I wish most people would have. Hate the profession, not the people. Even if it is illegal, brothel still exist and women are still spreading HIV just without protection and higher risk. If that is your preference. GO AHEAD! In that way, our health ministry will never have their hands to make a change or challenge themselves to transform this industry to be a safer industry because we all love to just trash problems and not solve them and make everyone else involved suffer from it. Tie the problem up in a bag and just pray one day it would die. Face it, the bag of ours is filled with holes.

2. The pimps are the one getting the best out of it.
- Undeniable. Yes. Its like gift to them. But they have to spend more if its legalized. More consideration and laws to follow. It make it compulsory for them to provide protection to these prostitutes in order to be in this business. The need to be clean, healthy and safe became more important. I think it is a little naive and risky to think that probably when there are more licensed prostitution, these people would share the same responsibility to wipe illegal brothel off the market because it is damaging their business. But this vision and risk may bring us to the next level of better society. Use poison to fight poison. I felt this point deserve a fruit for thoughts.

3. Human trafficking increases thanks to legalizing prostitution.
- True. Facts have proven in places like Netherland and England have higher rate of human trafficking and coincidentally both country have legalized prostitution. From the way I see it, there are no connection at all. If human trafficking are increasing, this only means that the demand for human capital is a lot larger and our country's security capability is put to the test and they are obviously rotten.
Lets assume in this isolated island X, they are lacking of people to dig this gold mine. The one who discovered it is not willing to pay tax or expensive employee to dig this gold. So imagine if 1, 000,000 human are needed for cheap labor to gain the massive profit, you think the underground people won't come and kidnap everyone from everywhere for cheaper labor? should we destroy the gold mine once again the way we criminalized prostitution in hope that it would scare these people from gaining the best benefit from it? NO. Are you all naively thinking that by criminalizing prostitution makes a difference and be we all silently believe that our country's security is good because its easier? Spoon feeding is bad and this is the example of it. The country's lack of capability to accept the change in culture should not be blamed on brothel.

There are many things I wish to write about this but I felt constant debate with no interactions with listeners is a little pointless. If you are interested or disapprove of my stand, COMMENT PLEASE so i would know you actually cared and I would actually take a little effort to do more research.

but as far as I'm concern
Most society are not prepared for brothel yet.
Their government security and health team are not prepared to accept this culture and hence more problems would grow especially when it was legalized out of rash decision.

Irony is, prostitution is probably the oldest profession.
It should be in their hands already if the topic have been widely discuss for the past millennium.

The problem is not many of us talk about prostitution.
We don't discuss, we don't care and we don't know.

The debate of prostitution is constantly linked with religion, moral, values, feminism, liberation and civilization that pulled us back because all these factors are righteous, noble and beautiful.
Its like using mud to fight with gold. U lost without a battle. Get me?

It makes prostitution a taboo.
It makes prostitution a shameful subject.

The men laugh about it, woman shy away from it and kids are forbidden to discuss about it.
In such interaction over something so serious, you think we will ever get anywhere?
No where.

Debate about it.
Throw philosophical opinions on it.

Don't come telling me I should think before I write and tell me to follow the law blindly.
Read before you comment and it would be much appreciated if you are willing to correct me at where I wrote wrongly or biasly.

I don't assure you I would change my opinions but I truly appreciate your piece of mind in this matter.
Anonymous and RS's opinions are much appreciated. I thank you for your time to voice your opinion and I have nothing against the way you think. Your comments drove me nuts and I loved it =D

I don't expect Malaysia to accept prostitution at all because apparently it is a sin for the Islamic Religion to be exposed to such services. Malaysia is a multi racial culture and we should respect their believes even if its not ours hence it is a form of respect to decline such culture because it clashes with their religious beliefs. The form of respect and harmony is a form of civilization I truly appreciates.

Our society could probably never accept prostitution legally.
But like I formally stressed on my first post on this matter, I focus more on mentality.
The way we look at prostitution.
I find legalizing prostitution changes the impression on them and people involved.
But it doesn't mean there are no sacrifices.
Prostitution is a HUGE TABOO subject and when there are culture changes, there are changes with everything else as well.
I said legalizing prostitution would make a change in impression, it doesn't mean this decision is absolutely good and harmless.

The world is not ready to accept prostitution legally.

22 Years old Malaysian Boy countdown to his death on facebook

2010-12-10T10:52:00.009+08:00

Girl: Tell me you would die for me....
Guy: "I would die for you, for love, for us."

How many of you could say that and do just that?

On last Wednesday 8 of December 2010, sharp at 11.15pm, a man called Alviss Kong, 22 years old boy had posted the following on his facebook profile.

Alviss Kong
Count Down For 45 Mins...What should i do in this 45 mins ?

He was waiting for 00.00 of Thursday, 9 of December to end his life for a girl name Binluii Binluii, or what he would fondly call, Devil Bin.

Many friends of Alviss thought it was a prank and slept after telling him not to spam their notification with millions of people commenting on his status.

Many took it as a joke, a sign of desperation for attention, prank etc.

However, this man was not kidding when he said I'm going to die for you.

He took his life at sharp 00.00. His family rushed him to the hospital but the medical theme couldn't do much and his life ended after 6 hours of emergency rescue. Pronounced dead at 9am.

A healthy young man of 22 years old, have just left all of us, sacrificing his life for a girl he dated for less than a year.
Cases like this leave readers and friends dumbfounded. I'm pretty shocked myself and find it hard to consume.
The first impression I had over this matter were like

Why can't he moved on to other girls? He is good looking. People will throw themselves to him.
Was it worth killing himself for a relationship? What did the girl do to him or what have he not gotten from life?
What did the girl have that the others don't?
He got no life or something?
Is there nothing else to live for?

Many of you may think it is the girl's fault for his death.
I'm sure even his ex herself will be pretty haunted by the whole scenario.
Maybe she said something that led him to his death or maybe not.
But I don't think the girl should take any responsibility for his death because the life was his.
He took his own life and he felt it's worth it.
She gave both of them a chance and it didn't work out. It is an end for them. Not their life, just the relationship.
For herself, leaving was only the rational choice.
Questions like if she is that pretty that he had to die for her, or her personalities or her skills shouldn't be questioned to begin with....
Her identity doesn't matter.
At one point, I actually felt the guy wanted to screw her life.
Announcing the fact that he is dying and it is for her.
Playing the pitiful role as he said "Don't Blame Her."
But if he really wanted to die for her, why announce it on facebook and put your facebook on public?
Let everyone share the minutes of your pain.
Let everyone and especially the media to hunt her down asking for her opinions.
Let everyone to know he is suffering and even took the time to take picture of his face crying for her.

All these before he died...
The only outcome you could get from this is having this topic advertised everywhere for the world to see, sympathize him and feel utter hatred for her.
What was he really dying for? To make her miserable? To think its all her fault?

I'm not sure myself.
but I doubt he wanted to screw her life.
Maybe, just maybe, he wanted to let her know how much he loved her?
How he could share this every moment towards his death thinking about nothing but her.
Maybe at that point, he didn't gave enough thoughts for everything in his life because she is part of his day.
I think it is a shame and he shouldn't die but I have friends who actually felt these heartbreaking moments before.
They all have the feeling of complete defeat and lost where ending seems like the only best solution.
They have said stuff like how this is the end of it all.
I've always brush them off thinking it is just bullshit because they should know life is more important than that.
But I'm wrong. After reading about him, I felt I've committed terrible mistakes in handling these matters. Thank goodness all my friends are still healthy alive =)

The mistake? Generalizing what is important in life for everyone.
I'm still searching for my answer in life hence I technically do not know what is worth dying for in life.
Maybe these people in relationship found their purpose in life.
Found the reason to die for.
Maybe what I've seen as fickle nothingness is actually something to these people?
and vice versa, maybe what I value is a joke for everyone else as well?

Don't underestimate the power of commitment to die for something or someone.

People could really release all their inner worries and leave this world for this very commitment.
But I think if we could show them and convince them that there is something more worth living for, those people who had suicided may still be with us today. Or at the very least, know we have tried...

My main point is, don't neglect your friends, family or even a mere stranger especially when they are in depression. No matter how stupid their reason for depression or dying is for you, put yourself in his or her shoe thinking about those things that you would die for. Its just the same, but different values.

What these people need is a purpose in life, love and the urge to live.
Life is beautiful.

Despite the fact that I support the fact that people have the right to take their life, I think this privilege should be reserved to those people who really came to the point of life where they think its ok to leave now.
Not leave with more troubles for the others...
It's very hard to explain my stand in suicidal attempts. So I will leave it to some other time...

All and all, I still feel bloody sorry for the guy. I don't think you are stupid for suiciding. At one point, I do think you are a complete genius to drive the girl mad by letting the other people to do it on your behalf. It is diabolical and one heck of an evil plan.

But I doubt you would do that. Maybe there is something you truly see in her or feel for her.
Rest in peace.

view his profile on http://www.facebook.com/alvissk#!/alvissk?v=wall

view part of his blog on: http://webcache.googleusercontent.com/search?q=cache:XlRM3e787ZoJ:alvisskong.blogspot.com/2010/08/unforgettable.html+lowyat+alviss&cd=6&hl=en&ct=clnk

Power of google is amazing.
Joshua Ong wrote a very clear and detailed blog on it. Besides the age and a few mistaken details, everything else are well written =D
http://joshuaongys.com/2010/12/19-yrs-old-malaysian-alviss-kong-jumped-off-building-committing-suicide-after-leaving-facebook-message/

Legalize Prostitution

2010-12-10T09:29:00.000+08:00

Out of the blue.
I feel like voicing out my opinion regarding the prostitution iindustry.
Not against them, but to support such career because I feel there isn't a harm there.
It's safer in many sense if it is legalized.
Why prostitution?
I thought about it years ago but it became clearer to me today when I linked it with ambition.
How the concept of ambition and prostitution collides when people are not given the chance to choose.
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"What do I want to be when I grow up?"
I'm sure many of you, excluding Satya, probably had considered a few different ambitions before landing at where you are today.

What, who, when, how, and why.
Questions of self identity.
The person you are going to be.
Have you ever asked yourself that?

I would make a daring assumption and assume almost everyone has an image they see in themselves that define them.
May it be good or bad, that "self" exist....

But at times, luck may run down and we turn out to be exactly the person we don't wish to be.
We may not be able to be who we wanted to be last time,
but most of us are fortunate enough to at least exist and be recognized as somebody today.
To earn a sense of belonging.
The comforting feeling of identity.

Some of us are not so fortunate.
Some of us, are seen as the trash of the society.
Our existence, because of a career choice, will lead us to extreme discrimination.
Look at President Bush
Osama Bin Laden
Lindsey Lohan
Sometimes, there are even people out there who are devoted to exterminate us.

One of the occupation that 100% doesn't get the top priority in everyone's heart is prostitutes.
Prostitutes.
Whores
Hookers
Sluts
Chicken
So many labels are attached to this category of people, I couldn't even remember them all.
Besides their customers and their employers, their existences turn a smile upside down.
Why do the word prostitute plays out in such negative connotation?

I watched a drama today where they talked about a prostitute murder case.
On usual gruesome cases of a murder, people would have mixed feelings of fear, sympathy, hatred and lost.
But because the victim is a prostitute, the public seems to be agreeable with the murderer.
I heard the most unethical and disgusting words spouted from the mouth of the public.

"They deserve it. A bunch of trash."
"They shouldn't have been there to begin with."
"If they weren't prostitutes, they won't be killed."
"The price u pay for being a whore."
"I was so embarrassed when my child asked me what are they! Thank god they are not around."

Danger and value of a murder suddenly falls into the subjective category.
Where it can be right or wrong when it obviously supposed to be
WRONG and ONLY WRONG to begin with.

I wonder why is it so wrong to be a prostitute.
It is just another career.
They gave up their body to earn a living.
There are expertise, effort, price, payment and customer.
They are providing a form of service.
Its a career. Get me?
Just without those expensive education that leads you to no where.

They are satisfying guys and sometimes even girls sexual needs in return for money.
What is wrong with that?
Don't tell me it is shameful, degrading and insulting to do so cause I've seen lots of "freelance" with no labels doing exactly just that today.

Like how a guy needs to buy house, cars and diamond to get to a girl.
A big shopping spree to get sex.
Some are even at the standard where a few glasses of beer would do for a one night stand.
See how ppl pay for sex?
At times, I think its just more expensive if they go for those freelance hookers..

Prostitutes are degrading?
These freelancers are getting the best out of it without labels
and many girls are following their footsteps indirectly.
Freelances, like I said.

Screw the stereotypical impression on prostitute!
I wonder why are people against prostitute at times.
HIV? Pride? Trust?

The way I see it, if you can't handle your man,
its prolly not the prostitute fault because they are only making business.

Do we blame cigarette for lung cancer?
Do we blame education when your child can't get a job?
Do we blame food for being anorexic?
Do we blame the traffic for us being late?

It is the screwed up mentality that is pushing us to blame everyone because it's convenient to just blame.
I think.
Prostitutes shouldn't be illegal.
It may not be an ideal career.
Most I believe are desperate and are at the end of their wits.
There are many girls who ended up as prostitutes for the wrong or right reasons.
But banning it doesn't help these desperate people to get through their life any easier.
They are only more exposed to danger for doing it illegally.

Mentality should be reformed.
Don't waste life.

Leave that sit for the fat man!

2010-12-04T17:29:00.006+08:00

I think.
People underestimated the need for proper descriptions...
In a society with dominating visual invasion, where everything are portrayed in pictures and arts, words may seem stupidly unnecessary.
But I think this is the reason for extensive miscommunication.
Words are powerful, underrated, and carelessly used.
I'm not kidding you!
It is horrifyingly influential in our everyday life!

You know why?
Because not everyone is a designer.
Not everyone, comprehend artistic creation the same way.
A picture says a thousand words, like people have always been saying.
A THOUSAND WORDS.
That's a 3 pages of A4 papers filled with font size 12 Times New Roman words with 1.5 spacing!
That is a huge number of words to consume, don't you think?

I take at least 2 days to write all those words at times.
Imagine your brain have to consume all that from just a picture!

I saw this simple message in an LRT star today when I was taking the train home.
Clearly, with an average mentality, you would assume
the priority seating zone is saved for any parent with a small kid, a pregnant lady, a lame person, and a person who is physically challenged (kat kaki).
That was my first sweep generalization.
Aka, simply assuming =D

When I saw the sign board, I quickly picked my legs up and moved to a place where I actually belonged,
Standing in a small corner.
=(

As I moved away, ironically, there were healthy moving young adults casually taking my previous spot when it was clearly not mine or theirs to begin with!
How are they different from me that makes them think they can just sit!
HOW RUDE RIGHT!
Tsk tsk tsk...

Then I looked back at the message, wondering what went wrong that these people couldn't understand the picture the way I understood the picture.

After a few minutes of staring, my frustration went off and I finally understood why those people were casually sitting on those spots!

Nope, they didn't miss the message.
Nope, they are not rude.
They are just following the sign board!
I looked again back at the passenger sitting on the priority zone.
His belly was bigger than my dad's.

Big bulging belly, and sitting.
THAT FITS INTO PICTURE TWO RIGHT?

I mean, the picture didn't clearly state what those picture stands for.
It can mean anything!

On first impression, I tot the little figure sitting on the another person is a child sitting on his or her parent.
How simple minded right?
If you think a little deeper with your modern mentality,
it could mean....

A lady sitting on a man!
Or two people casually sharing sits!

Why must it be a child and their parent?
Can't the guy be a pedophile and the small figure on him is his partner?
Won't it be relevant that the priority zone is catered for people who are willing to share the sit with another person sitting on their lap? MAKE SENSE RIGHT?

I guess those healthy men sitting on those sits were just waiting for some lucky chick to share the sit....
http://www.meetnowlive.com/blog/events/fat-tuesday-new-york-bar-specials/

And what's with the big belly picture with lines?
How sure are you it means pregnant lady?
The stickmen got some femininity meh?

Nope!
It can mean a really really fat man or women (no gender bias kan) with a big belly.
The sign is trying to say, save the sits for fatter people because they couldn't stabilize their weight if the train swing from left to right!
Fat people have weaker legs because they have to balance on extra weigh. It is scientifically proven.
Or it may mean that it is not healthy for any who have just filled up their stomach to stand because it is bad for digestion!
MAKE SENSE RIGHT!

Like I sad... A thousand word.

THE THIRD PICTURE IS JUST PLAIN "Lame People Discrimination."
I don't recall lame people are 100% hunched back.
Are the designer trying to say that these lame people are so weak they can't even hold their heads up high?
Are the designer trying to say that they PITY THESE LAME PEOPLE FOR SUCH LAME REASON?
Can't the stick man be sitting straight?
What's with the hunch?
Walao....
Not right lor...

The last one is a bit obvious but I still think brains that are more active than mine could think beyond the crane. =D
All I thought was people with knee length boots deserve a good spot for their terrible fashion =P

What I'm trying to say is....
Good job designers...
I find your sign board extremely hilariously especially when I was in such moody mood.
But I think a little more words could be more effective to carry out your meaning cause people using the public transport these days are obviously not comprehending and respecting your message.
I think, words would help.
Please hire mass commers like me and put us into good use in explaining your message =D LOLZ

What about you guys?
Any inspiration from those four figures?

Diabetic Sweetness

2010-11-29T23:05:00.003+08:00

Weee I made dessert! =D
It taste better than ice cream ^^
But M&M still wins
Cooking fruits seems stupid...
BUT TASTE DAMN GOOD HOT!

Don't try this at home!

2010-11-29T11:22:00.003+08:00

I have been reading list of magazines for fun these days.
And I saw one particular article on Detoxifying from cleo...
The article is pretty interesting in a sense that it doesn't seems like a proper life to eat and live that way =P
BUT BUT BUT..
it is the result and healthier life we hope for kan?
So I thought of trying one of their recipes for detoxification.

AND LOOK ABOVE! THAT IS MY HASIL KERJA...
I'm still having doubts on drinking it....
You know why?
Ingredients: CELERY, apple, lemon, carrot, GINGER, and BEETROOT (which explains the color).

Smells like crap...
=(
Who wanna share it with me?

Scamper!

2010-11-12T00:14:00.004+08:00

I just love Carol Lee Siew Wei =D
Hahaha this girl is superbly adorable.
I'm a messy and an unorganized person.
So if you were to give me something, don't expect it back in a perfect form if you don't warm me before hand.
This girl noticed I left her blue elephant in my cupboard unattended for few weeks and probably told me about it for weeks, but she never stopped giving me souvenirs!
HAHA I remember she warned me, I just couldn't remember how to deal with it. XD
So this time, when she returned from Penang and got me this cute little souvenir, she sarcastically said "I wonder if I will still see it next time..."
LOLZ
I quickly replied, "You see, I was thinking the exact same thing. So no worries, I told myself I'm going to bring it home, so it will definitely be at home =D"

See! Isn't the pen cute!
Look at what is written on it!
SCAMPER!
"At first I saw a monkey shaped pen and it suited u well, that was before I saw 'scamper' on this one with rabbit on it and I immediately made up my mind!" she said before falling into a hysterical fit of laughter.
HAHA I couldn't help but laugh as well!
Thankfully I see "lovely" written on the pen as well.

I'm sure "lovely" was the main objective right, Carol!
=D
You fool!
Thank you for the lovely pen ^^

ps: I attached the blue elephant to my wallet. So now its at 50/50 risk of being missing with my wallet but at the very least, you will see it more often =D

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On a completely unrelated chapter,
I fell in love with this scene in the 8.30pm hong kong drama, No regrets!
I felt there is something deep about friendship and trust to be learnt from such drama.

Cast: Kau Ku Liong ( Main lady) and Lau Sing (Main guy)

In an empty street, Kau Ku Liong ran into a phone booth and pushed a few buttons before leaning towards the cold walls, sniffing constantly. She was addicted to the marijuana. The symptoms were showing clearly.
The phone in the police station rang and Lau sing answered the phone but there was no one speaking.
Kau Ku Liong recognized the husky voice of the receiver but made no attempt to reply. This was the voice that told her a week ago he couldn't afford being her friend anymore. He isn't a superman, just an average Joe. Who is he to mess with big guns like her? To support and help her. The voice that once gave her all the confidence and power has now turned into the voice that could only say no. Ironically, in her moments of dismay and lost of hopes, this is the only voice she wished to hear.

"Is this Kau ku liong?" Lau Sing said.

In fear of being found out, she quickly hung up the phone and ran as fast as she could as she find shelter in her car. She cried. She sobbed heavily. Sadness creep into her soul reminding her the fact that she is now officially all alone in this cruel world without a single soul who would listen to her. As if matter couldn't be worse, she is forced to take marijuana just to hide her true intention.
Marijuana is her family business. She hated it. She burnt them all up despite the disapproval of her dad. She would do anything just to have that moment again. Taking marijuana to create the false imagery of her own may be tough today, but this girl live a big dream. A true heroin indeed.

But could she pull through when she is already half dying in addiction?

She soon found the energy to drive back to her office where she satisfy her disgusting addiction.
Lau Sing was hiding near her office as he watched this noble friends of his doing things she swore she will never do. Her entire image and her actions were so unfamiliar to him, he couldn't tell who was she anymore.

Another night for two sorrowful souls.

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Lau Sing finds it harder and harder to run away from Kau Ku Liong. He ended up pulling her out from all the marijuana craps and brought her into a church.
He wanted to help her get over the addiction.
Telling her, "it takes only 2 hours to go through the terrible pain and you will be better soon."
She screamed, shouted and cried in pain and agony. She needed the marijuana badly.
Lau Sing kept reminding her that he is her friend and he is here to help her.

Her voice of hope finally came back to help her.
This man is probably the only man who understood her intention and plans is finally back.
She looked into his eyes which are filled with sincerity and care.
She knew she doesn't deserve this. She couldn't drag another person to hell with her.

Concealing the last evidence of desperation, she pushed him aside and demanded him to go away.
She reminded him that she isn't someone he could afford to mess with. Spitting out every words he said to her that broke her heart, to push this friend further away. After much said, she closed the door that separates the both of them, hoping that he could never find her.

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Lau Sing found out that Kau Ku Liong is in trouble. She lost something very precious.
And the next day, Lau Sing showed up with the things she need.

A friend in need needs a friend indeed.
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Keng Sein...
There is many things I want to say about this drama, this particular episode.
It doesn't end here...
But I have like 1k worth of assignment due soon.. LOLZ....
So I better stop now....
In summary...

When Kau Ku Liong said I don't friend you. It means I don't want to get you into trouble anymore.
Friends today say I don't friend you. It means they really have no interest of being your friend anymore.
See the difference?
When a friend is in trouble, she looks for a pair of genuine arms of a friend who would hold her tight and tell her everything is ok.
When Kau Ku Liong is in trouble, she shut herself up to avoid causing shits for her friends.

I don't just admire the attitude, I love the author of this script!
How such deep emotion is drawn out from just two characters.. The kinda process I felt worth acknowledging. The kinda complexity and sacrifices that marks the level of a relationship. The building blocks of a true relationships are understanding, sacrifices, understanding and more sacrifices.

Its astonishing to find people getting into relationship these days for fickle reasons. Part of the reason I guess why I'm alone myself.
Cause there isn't a point.
We are all mistaking stupidity for simplicity.
Argh, my lack of vocabulary is killing my self expression.
I'm gonna stop now.

I love this drama
I love the dialogue
I love the girl
I love it all

Every great dream begins with a dreamer

2010-11-11T09:57:00.003+08:00

I just love how innovative my dreams could be these days....

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I was on my bed since 11pm, kicking and turning, trying to get some sleep without the help of panadols.
But sleeping was a little more difficult last night with endless chirping of crickets.
Guess where those little love dolls were hiding........ in my roof.
I figured that out after knocking every possible hollow space in my room.
This is the kinda thing nature gives you when you are struck with fever.

The time seemed like it could go on forever when my heartbeat started to paced up and the temperature of my body increased to an unimaginable degree.

And before I know it, I fell into a deep yet not so peaceful slumber.

I was awaken in a room filled with flying A4 papers in a run down factory.
There were faces in everyone of those A4 paper, faces that were unfamiliar to me.
The floor was flooded with papers and I naturally picked one by one up and filed them up in a folder before sitting in front of a fire place.
I was rather emotionless, just wanted to sit there and watch the fire burning.

I caught myself whispering, "the incubator is beautiful."
Honestly, I have no idea what the hell is an incubator but the word just appeared and I didn't question it.
Out of the blue, my phone rang.
I ignored it once and it turned out to be a mistake.
Cause the room suddenly filled with lots of different phone ring tones jamming in my brain, challenging me not to answer it.
Given up to pressure, I hesitatingly took out my phone and found only one miss call, from a guy I would rather not speak to.
The phone and the surrounding suddenly fell into silence and I heard the crack of an opening door from the back of my head.
I turned around and to my disgust, it was the guy on the phone that I have been avoiding.
I backed up nearer to the incubator, just trying to keep my distance away from him.

Well, avoiding leads to no avail as he pace nearer, decreasing the gap between us.
I was definitely in fear as I started to feel pain in my stomach and headache all over.
He smirked at my misery, spitting out disgusting words to my face "You know I will find you.."

Somehow, that exact phrase stabbed me at the right spot, giving me all the confidence to challenge him.
Instead of backing up, I pushed my body nearer to his, catching him off guard before giving him a flying kick that sent him straight to the incubator. (Walao, gym is helping!)
His body was covered with flames and I laughed hysterically at his pain and burning hair.
He cried and screamed in pain like a bitch. What a joyful sight.
I think I'm a little bipolar because in between the endless laughter, I started crying.

"What have i done, I killed someone!"

Suddenly it became my turn to turn hysterically as the fire licked every part of his body, silencing that noisy bastard.
I wanted to run away as fast as I could but my legs gave up and I sat there for hours as I watch him disappear.
Then two papers were released from the chimney of the incubator.
And I saw my friend's face on it. Both of them don't look like his face at all. Both of them are a lot older, filled with wrinkles and uglier. One older than the other.
One of them says 30 and another says 60...
At the top of the paper, it says receipt.
Well it is a pretty portrait even for the ugliest face but I just couldn't figure out what it meant by receipt and the whole faces.
Then the third paper came a long and I thought it probably says 90.
I turned it around and found my face on it, it is still young......

Before I could figure out anything, I was forced to wake up, wanting to go toilet badly. Bloody hell. I went to the toilet quickly and came back to my room, writing down the few words I remember from the dream "Incubator, midlife horror, when we are old and three different faces"

Few hours later when I was clearly awake, I looked up the dictionary, trying to find out what is an incubator.

Turns out it is a machine that just born babies sleeps in if they are weak or the place where they heat eggs up. LOLZ Dreams...

HAHAHHAHAHHAHHHAHHAHHAHAHHAH
THERE IS NO FIRE IN AN INCUBATOR YOU FOOL!
GG

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I'm done with the post.
Just wanna say sorry for those who couldn't understand what I wrote...
It happens all the time... =D

Back to Basics!

2010-11-09T17:31:00.004+08:00

I just love learning things from basics!

So why basics?
It happened like this....

I had this chat with Carol Lee the other morning over coffee regarding world peace and national economy health; debating endlessly on our own point of view... Educational conversation no?

Haha

Nah, we had our usual girly chat on the Monday morning.
Start with the usual agenda; how's ur relationship life coming along, any highlights and whatever that comes along with it.

And one particular topic made to the highlight of the day.

Topic: Valedictorian.

How many of you are still inspired to be the valedictorian of the year?
Be featured on tv, newspaper and magazine.
Recognize by people beyond your social network.
But most of all, challenging the one and only worthy competitor, yourself.

Valedictorian was a goal in life that I've completely ignored ever since I entered college.

Valedictorian, perfection in scores and grades.
It is too much of a task for Lim Keng Sein.
My grades or life have never been consistent.
It can be good today, terrible tomorrow.
At times I will beat myself up wondering how come my best is always the second best!

Talking to Carol made me realized a few things about myself.

I procrastinate (this is too obvious)
I got the self esteem of a turtle. Hide for nothing.
I never practice any basics or follow the step by step instructions in everything I do. (Look at my math) =P
Most of my creation are free styled (whether they are good or bad, you can tell the work of lim keng sein just by looking at it. it can be my art, math, writing, inspiration, assignments and life).
I take up many things, but never a master of any. Don't expect me to teach you things I get recognized for cause not I kedekut ilmu, I really don't know how to teach or how I get into that position. I just do them for a short period of time, and forget them the next. Memory power of a full cup.
I don't work well with procedure or time table.
My attention span is short. Imagine, micro mini short. Yes...

Trust me, all these flaws, one way or another, I'm aware of their existence.
But because my life still goes on well and I still make short successes, I guess I kinda belittle their influence in my life.

These things have in fact made me the jack in "Jack of all trades, Masters of none."
I'm tired of living like a half bucket of water.
Multi tasking is no longer fun.
For once I want to take up all the basics, practice them well, remember them and then enhance their capability.

I want to finally lose those weight with proper training.
I want to finally finish my assignment without googling for the basic again and again.
I want to finally paint a picture that looks good, and know I have no problem drawing the same thing again.
I want to finally look at an empty sheet of paper without thinking oh crap when will I be done, I want to look at it and think, this paper is going to be filled with a HD worthy essay.
I want to finally be able to give a proper explanation for the things I do, instead of saying, "I just do la... It's random" NO ITS NEVER RANDOM!

Damn that feels good!
Those Wants will have to wait for now!
I don't want to rush things like I used to.
I'm going to master all the basics, keep a consistency in my training and see the changes!

This will be the first, for the past 19 years of my life, for me to finally take up the challenge to do things in a slower but proper pace.

LETS HOPE ALL THE BEST FOR ME! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

This is what me and Siew Wei thought of.
Guess this is the basic for what?
Mona lisa face!?
This is the basic for my future portrait drawing.
I shall draw Siew Wei's face one day when I have enough practices!
For now its back to cubes and squares for me!

Bloody hell, it looks like egg! LOLZ
BACK TO TRAINING!

I just love Proton Wira!

2010-11-06T15:06:00.004+08:00

I just love Proton Wira!

Last Monday, my car overheated early in the morning when I was on the way to college!
I seriously don't want to blame my gender for my lack of knowledge on these issues, but honestly, I'M SUCH A GIRL!
I didn't know what to do T.T

My car overheated when I was stuck in the jam on the way to college.
Normal people would stop to let it cool down right,
but nooooooooooooooooo.
I think my inner self thinks I'm too cool for it.
Cause when I see all the car jamming right at my back, I panicked and forced my car to move all the way to college from Midvalley!

THAT WAS A LONG RIDE MIND YOU!
I saw my exhaust giving out soot like nothing else and I knew I was in deep shit but everyone was using emergency lane to skip the jam... so yah..

Like I said, deep shit.

But I'm thankful my car made it near to college when it finally gave away its last breath.
It was stuck in the middle of a junction but thankfully a nice indian man stopped by to push my car aside so I could walk to my college and call for help.

Oh btw, I didn't bring my phone of all day to college. HAHAHAHAHA
The whole process of "cleaning up" my car troubled many people...

My college buddies, Jinny, Lenny, Aidy, and Kai Lee were there early and they offered to help!
but being girls, all of just just stood in front of my car wondering what to do.
Ah Yang (Eequin's Bf) on the other hand helped me to wake my brother up =D

Eventually the people from the neighborhood helped me to get the mechanics and I had super savers, Darren and Kenji there to console this poor soul from killing myself from the inside =D

Darren even bought me baskin robbins ice cream!
HAHA life indeed lighten up..
In moments of darkness I'm glad I have good friends I could depend on despite being a complete jackass =D

I had to trouble my brother to bring me home from college after everything =(

When I got my car back from the mechanic, I started pampering my car with all the love in the world to express my apology as an insensitive owner.

I drove my car at the speed of 80 only.
I made sure I'm on the right lane as much as possible.
I took my car out for a car wash and vacuum...
I cleaned all the trash from the car.
I fixed the cable that I broke few months ago by purchasing new screws for it! So from now on anyone who needs some cable, KENG SEIN IS ALWAYS AVAILABLE...
I cleaned my but and filled it with proper carpet, water, umbrellas, and some food supplies incase I get stuck in the middle of the road again =P

SEE! All ready to be used!
I have seriously never seen it clean before =D
Even the tire is polished after being coated with few layers of dust!
See ^^ Shiny shiny

I'm glad I have my car back.
The whole experience made me a lil more sensitive towards people.
A lil more appreciative towards people and especially motorcyclists =D
and a little more careful with my car =D

On the random side of the world,
This is my little drawing after not drawing for more than half a year...
=D
I started with the eye balls but I couldn't remember how to draw a lion's nose so I drew a dragon nose instead... But I didn't know how to draw a dragon head so I drew a lion head in the end...

Yah... Thank goodness I'm not in the design line..
Who knows, a milk bottle might turn out to be a car ^^

I love my brother

2010-08-24T20:40:00.001+08:00

I was dead tired today from college
When I drove I almost hit a car
When I went to get my documents, I almost wanted to sleep there but I brought my laptop and left in the car...
When I reached home I took some food and went to sleep with my black tube over my face...

After a few hours...

My brother came in laughing....
Something about what is that over my face..
Then he suddenly mumbled "if u don't wake up I'm going to pour water over your face....."
Usually I won't take the risk and just reach out for him....
But I was so tired I just fall back in my bed and yelled some warning.....

Well it didn't worked..
I closed my eyes and was waiting for a few drops of water so i can go back to sleep...
THAT FOOKER...

He took a handful of water and slowly lay it over my head which runs down to my pillow and then to my bed!
I got so shocked but I ended up laughing and screaming for towel.....
He saw I kept a small towel over my pillow that I slept on and pointed THERE THERE THERE...

I was like....
"My whole entire head and pillow is wet... What can that tiny thing do? Wipe my tears?"

I love my brother...
Truly..

In the Middle Of the Night

2010-07-19T13:31:00.003+08:00

I think since 26 February....
I haven't been going to clubs for months!
Then there was

Hanyao's Birthday- Mist (June)
Satya's Return- Maison (July)
and then there was
Andrew's Birthday- Quattro (July)

When I first started clubbing again...
The whole experience was so awkward..
Like it was the first time for me to go club again..
excluding the fact that I dressed like a slob (well I used to be bothered)
I was there just to look after bags, I don't dance, I don't drink.. I was practically emo-ing without a reason.

It felt like I was held back by fear, confusion, and disgust, during the first time

THEN, there were Maison and Quattro...
My usual circles of friends who loves to party hard and have fun...
I was still held back on drinking but I definitely broke a few sweat from dancing the wholeeeeee night =D

But it is quite fun dancing, camwhoring, acting like idiots, watching my drunk friends acting like idiots, doing a little dare and just lose yourself with your friends =D

Alcohol still taste bad, guys hands are still itchy, my dance moves degraded further from it's original standard which was bad and drunk friends are still hilariously interesting... =D

Nothing changed much...
Only I did...

At times I wonder if I would stop doing the things I love...
Just to meet up the expectations in the name of love...
Believing it wasn't me...
Pretending I was just right for him...(or her)

Random Things I See Today =D

2010-07-14T01:08:00.003+08:00

Today, I suddenly feel like... You know, being polite...
I came across a toll and somehow, naturally I uttered the word thank you to the girl inside the booth....
BUT, I think I have been talking to myself all too often....

After saying thank you (like really politely and softly)...
It goes on like this....

"AH thank you for..... crap, what for? for taking my money.. The money I'm paying for street lights that go off almost ALL the time and potholes everywhere... They should really thank me for giving them money for no reason.. YAH... yah... They should...WHY AM I GIVING THEM MONEY... zzz why.... what they do with toll money ar? OH, so hot is on radio!...."

Then I went home, sleep all...THEN PERGI GYM!
Gym is filled with guys with good bodies... Why are they going gym? zzzz

Anyway when I was driving home right, on super speed (normal 40, speed 60=P housing area la) , then something cute and fluffy just jumped on the street!
Its a tiny weeny little kitten playing with the cockroach! SO ADORABLE!
I paused to stare at it for a while, while HIGHLIGHTING the kitty....

IT DIDN'T EVEN MOVE WEI!
cute can take over the street meh!
Then I waited patiently for it to leave, talking to myself once again...

"You think everyone so nice to animals meh... The other cars may just do some animal population control on you... zzzz careful mah.... cockroach got gold meh.... Gold.... Why gold??"

^^ My day is good...
The drawings may be bad XD
But the day is definitely good ^^

So many conversations I enjoy...

2010-07-05T23:51:00.003+08:00

I like having conversation which is productive..
It doesn't mean I don't enjoy having stupid conversation over a fly..

I like having mutual interest in conversations we have together...
It doesn't mean having disapproving impression is bad as well...

The things I'm related to may not be all perfect...
But it doesn't mean I will shut up when anything from my side is being insulted...

I'm NOT COMFORTABLE when things I believe in are talked badly about...
It definitely means I will intent to correct the situation....
I feel something is missing from a bias situation... Is it wrong to try un-mislead you?
I felt you found a hate for something which may not relevant... I explain it to you la.. OMG...

Stop me if you must and say something....

But shutting me half way and leave out of no where is just irrelevant...

Explain yourself...
If you feel uncomfortable... SAY IT..
don't put lots of hate words to decorate your unsatisfactory...
And with an awesome finale..
LEAVING JUST LIKE THAT...

Indeed I should be understanding when you are disappointed with your own situation...
But if my moral support got to come from agreeing with bias statement..... Hey, I can't do it...

I'm so sorry for bringing up your scar
I have no idea what you can do about it...
BUT
ONE THING I KNOW U CAN'T DO
and expect me to be all so kind about it...

LEAVE
"OK BYE"

OMFG...
I think I got stuck in such situation for all so long at times I wonder if I should just close my eyes on them and think of it as if its nothing.. I DO... I do at times believe those are nothing...

Delusional... we get them all the time don't we?

So even if u didn't block...
You left didn't you? Do you get me now?

Conclusion; You know I think a lot.. Shutting me off half way... Will not stop me =D

Don't Take Salad Lightly

2010-07-03T10:25:00.005+08:00

Before I go any further...
I'm not on starvation diet...
Or any overly healthy diet XD

I was out with Fatimah that day and I turned up 5 hours earlier than our expected time....
It took me 3 hours to realize I shouldn't wait for dinner to fill up my hungry stomach...
So I ate an hour earlier in Starbucks =D
(I reckon their English Muffin is not as good as always)
So obviously if I ate 1 hour before actual dinner...
My stomach wouldn't be available for any food kan by 7.30? XD

SO RIGHT....
I ordered Caesar Salad, to not make it look so bad for us, sitting there and aren't eating anything...

Turns out to be my worst idea on earth!
How can you order Caesar Salad in a place that prioritize Chicken???
The cheese were TOO THICK and every bite makes you feel like you are swallowing your own puke...
BLUEK...
And what more....
It cost me RM9.90 and as usual.. I would like to maximize my profit... So I decided not to waste my money and finish it up...

I ordered a bowl of hot water.. (which the waiter took few hours to figure out what the hell I wanted)
And I dipped every veg into the hot water to wash away the cheese and just eat the veg...
After finishing half of it... I couldn't bare dipping it in any more and stopped eating overall...

I guess the way I ate must have raised the brows of the waiters over there...
Avoiding the risk of other customers seeing my dish, they offered to clear up my unfinished salad while my friend who had already finished hers was not offered the same idea.. xD

It taste bad.. BOOHOOO!

And I got diarrhea the next morning...
FOOK

This my friend =D
Is a salad made by mua!
XD
There are sexy cherry toe-may-toe, lovable yet sassy apple, strong and vicious cucumber, and the purple color thingy that I have no idea what the hell is that but I reckon it is pretty hard to dice it! (do tell)

LOOK LOOK...
celery is good for health but I won't eat it unless I can barely taste it..
So I diced up to make sure it is the smallest in size...
If u are one of the minority, you can't be one of the best right? XD

Aren't toe-may-toe pretty? ^^

I LOVE COLORS!
You see... I'm no professional salad maker
but I know the tip... don't put too much lemon in it...
XD
I added mayo, salt, pepper, olive oil, parsley leaves and some random stuff I found in the kitchen!
Natural talent I'm telling you...
It taste a lot better than I thought.. XD
Mystery of random ingredients.. XD I won't know what to do if I were to make this the second time... XD
My mom loved it too! do try and tell me the exact ingredient u guys got! XD

Trouble finds its way to me

2010-02-21T05:53:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry for not supporting you
I'm sorry for not looking out for you
I'm sorry for not deciding for you
I'm sorry for not understanding your feelings
I'm sorry for misleading you
I'm sorry for not stopping you when I could
I'm sorry for making you cry

But most of all
I'm sorry for not noticing my mistakes before....

Now
I'm terribly sorry for deciding for you
I'm terribly sorry for blindly supporting you
I'm terribly sorry for not letting you cry
I'm terribly sorry for pampering you
I'm terribly sorry for assuming that you are ok
I'm terribly sorry for not letting you fall and learn on your own
I'm terribly sorry for thinking the worst for you
I'm terribly sorry for thinking you are weak and sick

But most of all
I'm terribly sorry for not noticing my mistakes again like before

Maybe
I might never regret deciding for you
I might never regret introducing things to you
I might never regret pushing you to hell
I might never regret helping you
I might never regret doing stupid things for you

But most of all
I might never regret making you hate me for all the things I do for you

For now
I don't know what I can do anymore
I don't know what I should do anymore
I don't know what you really want me to do
I don't know what you actually need me to do

But I guess I could understand a little now
The trouble with love is.... Its stronger than your pride right?
It probably screwed you up inside
When you think you got it all figured out
You are back to square one again...
Your world is shattering
and your heart is always in pain
It got you crazy right?
Trust me, it got me crazy too

Go look for a help
Cause I'm no longer capable to meet your needs anymore
Cause I'm getting impatient seeing careless you are
Cause I can't care if you don't
Cause if you don't love yourself, I can't love you too
Cause I don't know what is the best for you anymore
Cause I think what you need is not me
So just go look for anyone but me
Cause you just don't need me anymore.

For memory sake.. ^^

2010-02-07T00:39:00.004+08:00

I believe one day I will get damned for editing people's picture without permission...

Lets not give a shit about it for now and be crazy =D

Happy Birthday JMKY!

2010-01-23T02:24:00.004+08:00

Hey babe!
I told you I had every intention to make your birthday hat..
it's just that it didn't work out all the way due to time management issue..
I dropped the idea and got u a fast-hat instead....
=P

Hopefully next year you would finally manage to get you kid's party dream come true!...^^

=D

2010-01-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

Ok la....
after posting that blogpost..
I noticed many people could actually relate to my issue...
I learnt a lot!
Firstly
I think from my previous post, I've seen the issue in a oversensitive point of view...
After a two days.. I noticed it's no big deal after all..
It was me who think I'm an antisocial
Successfully putting me in an antisocial side..
=D

If I open up...
Things would be better too.. No?

=D Be happy
No worries

What is college like?

2010-01-11T23:43:00.002+08:00

I walked into an environment where I'm not familiar with.
Strolling pass tall gigantic normal people who keeps staring and me..
Keeping my heads held low and my eyes forward
And I know..
I have returned to college...

The excitement on seeing old friends in college doesn't seem to bubble off the tip of my head...
It feels like first day of college all over again..
Just that this time...
It felt a lot worse knowing I have been there for 4 months by now...

Antisocial
I saw my classmate..
My emotions got messed up
I pretend like I'm looking for people
But I hope someone will just recognize me

Antisocial
I keep my smiles up
My emotions still uncertain...
Its like they can read my emotionless face or my weird gesture
My insecurity hikes up to another higher level

Antisocial
Why can't I tell u how I feel?
Where do I belong to?
What am I doing here?
When will this be over?
Who can I look forward to?
How to feel less miserable than this?

(This is not a poem so fuck off)
Why..
Do I feel this...
Feelings of being drown
Over and over again..
When will I be immune?

Alvin and the Chipmunk 2!

2010-01-06T21:56:00.002+08:00

You know what..
I just noticed
Whenever I'm with Siew Wei in the cinema, if she is laughing, I want to laugh too ^^
No matter how bad the movie or manga is!
Imagine I actually opened a random manga link and chatted with her about it..
It suddenly became so fun and entertaining, even if its normal...

With that said...
Alvin and the Chipmunk 2 in my opinion is bad...
Aside from being completely meaningless, it's just another sequel which is not worth making, or should I say it's made to absorb popularity from the prequel.

The villain was pathetic..
Alvin was predictable.. The whole I'm going to follow the jocks and forget about my brothers...
How many thousand time have we seen that already?
Most of the song were out of place....
Aside from "Right round" when they were spinning in the bowl....

Toby= completely useless character....
So much of the character, story lines and scenes were unbearable..
I truly enjoyed the first one, which was refreshing to see singing chipmunks!
But chipettes?

The story is just too dull...
Well, thumbs up on the adorable side of the chipmunks... "THEADORE" only.. cough cough
Thank god I watched it with Siew wei, or I might had cry all the way out of the cinema..

What is right and what is wrong?

2010-01-06T12:18:00.002+08:00

Relationship is confusing. For those involved and not involved.
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She said, "I hate it when my friends meddle with my relationship. They just screw me up! Why can't they just M.Y.O.B"

He said, "Who is this unknown number asking me about a girl I just met?"

The forgotten past

She said, "I just don't understand him anymore. I'm worried, scared, and yet excited! Help me to figure it out..."

They said, "What should we do? She is practically dying... She stopped caring for her life... Should we help her out?"

She said, "OMG.... Let me know what you sent"

He said (to his convenience), "Why are they harassing me with questions I don't know how to answer? Can't they like MYOB?"

He said (to his convenience), "Thank you, they. I would have been kept in the dark if you didn't help out. If this work out, you are our best man."

They said, "Why are they so unhappy with me now that things didn't work out? Am I a con man?"

She said, "Why didn't you guys help me out when I needed you? I was suffering all alone and you guys were some genius bystander."

They said, "You told us you want friends to stay out. This is your problem. Not ours."

She said, "What friends are for, fun and joy and that is just about it."

He said, "I don't understand her, do you know what is happening?"

They said, "Go ask her yourself. What I know is not something you need to know from me."

He said, "If you are not willing to tell, I will just have to find someone else."

He and she said, "It would be better if there is someone I could talk to."

They said, "Should we throw ourselves to them or keep everything to ourselves."

We said, "I just helped hooked up my friend's crush, they are thankful now"

They said, "You got lucky. You made a fruitful bet."

We said, "They just broken up and they are blaming me for seducing the other one."

They said, "They will blame the grass if they could if things doesn't work out. Lets go yum cha instead"

Expressing what is real

2010-01-05T21:14:00.002+08:00

At one point....
I blog only for profits...
Then I lost interest and that was that...

Recently I have been reading up on blogs...
Noticing how much a person is willing to spill in their blog, becoming so bloody honest and comfortable with telling everything, they literally used blog as another diary....

Well, a diary we wish to be read by the others....
It seems boring... But it helps the others to understand them better....
So I tot of giving that kinda of writing a go....
To see if it would help me or the others at all...

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5 November 2009

"I have been ***************************** for 18 years already! weeee"
I caught myself subconsciously saying it out loud, with the sigh of relief...
Shocking... I don't want to admit it but it might actually bothers me to acknowledge that...

We are all talking about a heated topic...
At first I tot of all the ways I need to approach a relationship issues
Trying to reason out why its ok not to cry for a guy....
But when my advice becomes useless, I feel so annoyed and irritated...
I don't know how to face relationship issues...
How to advice a person to calm them down
Or to know what is right or what is wrong to everything...
All this while I might have thought I missed out in getting a boyfriend at younger age...
But after seeing one problem after another in relationship...
I need to look at god and say thank you for all the fateful avoidance in relationship...
Its not that I expect relationship to be awfully smooth and harmless..
It's just that if one day I look at the mirror and caught myself crying helpless day after day...
my already small eyes will get uglier than ever!

can I really risk that for a guy??
Hmmmmmm

I'm still selfish arent I?

Gapz Garden Review!

2010-01-03T18:35:00.004+08:00

Do you know..
There are three types of manga??
They have similarities in the drawing...
Yet contrasted differences...

Manga- Japanese comic
Manhwa- Korean comic
Manhua- Chinese comic

I recently only noticed the last category ^^

You will notice that Manga got simple and less detailed drawing while Manhwa got the overly dramatic details on the drawing...
Manhua on the other hand, like the one you can see in the example picture, is harder to tell the differences.

The only thing I noticed is that the mangaka for manhua actually bothers to switch the character's hair over so frequently you may at times mistaken them for someone else...
Maybe it's only for this manhua but the other manga I read so far will not emphasize on the changes in hairstyle or even dressing to emphasize on a certain characteristic based on their style...

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Gapz Garden

http://www.mangafox.com/manga/gapz_garden/

I love the story becoz of these few lines..

"How come I can't even be honest when I'm writing my own diary?"
-happens the moment when the hero read the heroin's diary about her love interest for another one... When she skipped his name in her diary...

"I will force myself to dance with everyone tonight... Just to get my chance to have you dance with me.."
-When the heroin still doesn't know the guy likes her because he bullies her all the time.

"Could I open up myself to you now? Could you understand the hug I gave you before and now?"
-When the hero thought the one he loves likes the heroin..

"Even if the one who wrote to me used the name Lily, I know the one who had written it is you, Julie"
-When the hero's brother found out that the step mother forced the adopted sister to be the penpal of the brother.

The story is damn good I ensure you...
A manga that made me laugh, depressed, confused and enlighten...
It is really impressive..
Using mental illness in between the story line..
And the ending.... eventhough there are unwritten outcome of the relationship, the mangaka left the story with a perfect ending ^^

Out of the blue

2009-12-20T15:18:00.002+08:00

Human Communication.....
Would determine the end of civilization
Which would leads to dooms day
Go figure...

I see similarities in my daily communication
First talk
Get into a topic I wish to talk about
If the person agrees with me.. I would probably emphasize on it
If the person don't... I would 'attempt' to relate to their theories and try to use metaphor to help them understand why I would hold my theories this way...
In a way...I would say I listen to get points to argue back...

It made it very difficult for me to talk to a certain people these days when my overly logical metaphor and ideas are not accepted because they would prefer no argument..
They would see argument as a sort of hindrance to human communication..
And would look for toleration and silence instead...
For me.. I see them as negligence. Another sort of ignorance...

Do I follow the theories "the less you say the more you learn" and "ignorance is a bliss"
or would stand strong to your believe be more righteous?

I don't want to appear ignorant..
Nor do I wish to be stubborn..

Human communication..
Is indeed harder than I once thought...

The Undecided

2009-12-02T14:17:00.002+08:00

A few more pimples are popping on the surface of my face..
Tensed tensed!
As I face yet another drama in life....
XD ( I wanted to write trauma at first but then ppl might say I don't know how to weight problems at all.... teehee)

Anyway...
When I was little....
My vacations, education, decisions and probably everything I see and do were all decided by adults....
So now I'm finally 18 years old...
Where all the you are still young excuses will never stop me from doing what I love...
Thus, I'm granted freedom on everything I do...
Freedom.. is a like power to me because every steps I take are all on me from now on....
Well, power always comes with great responsibility....
The responsibility to be rational...

You see.. I will be having my mid holidays soon this coming december....
And I have been anticipating for this trip to Singapore like no one else...
Because this might be the first holiday I ever had so far from home without and supervision..
Aside from that, my initial plan was to get some clothes for Chinese New Year and accessories because satya said things there are a lot cheaper with more variety....

CHEAP? VARIETY?
Those are like words from god for me..
I have been trying to change my closet for ages and now I finally got my chance to do it with my friends, could god be this generous with me??
I was so excited till the extend where I have been walking around from malls after malls looking at clothes I love but hesitated to buy because of this trip...
"Oh boy.. what a rip off... I'm sure Singapore has better offer.."
I even went up to most of my cousins and close friends and asked them a long ^^

I knew such wonderful trip wouldn't come without a price....
I have an expired passport that needs to be renewed..

That would cost me around Rm 300-500... I'm not sure about the price yet but to keep my hopes up.. lets say it's RM300....
Fine...
Add with travel tickets... It would total up to RM500 before even calculating the price for my food, shelter, and most of all my shopping....

Minimum expenses would be at least around RM1000.....
And since I'm a girl with her freedom and responsibility..
Most likely I would have to bear the whole thing on my own....
Lets put RM1000 with my main purpose together to see if it makes sense...

RM1000= Cheaper chinese new year baju....
doesn't right?
I know...
I wouldn't even spend RM500 on my CNY baju.. apatah lagi RM1000...

But I can't be stuck keeping the money forever right without any vacation?
One day... I will be using those money too....
My passport, eventually have to be renewed too..
My clothes... eventually also have to buy...
My excitement is in a mixture of disappointment and confusion now till I can't think rational...

Some asked me if this vacation is really worth it...
If a teenager at my age... Really needs a vacation when she couldn't even earn her own money to begin with...
To get the story my way.... I said if I don't take my holiday now, when my degree, internships and working life gets started, I might add another few more years before I even dream about holiday..
But don't I sound irrational and selfish already?
Maybe I should think about all the poor children in cambodia or myanmar who couldn't even get a proper home to begin with..
Why do I need to think so much?
I hope I'm more stubborn and reckless than to be on the border now...

To add to another stress, I was planning to join fitness first the moment my holiday begins... That will already cost me a lot but part of me really felt I need it...
I have been slumpy, unhealthy, lazy and tired recently...
I'm not even allow to go pa san alone because they think the whole world is too dangerous...
People I ajak to go swimming, gym, jogging and all...
are often only free on the weekends and at times would even reject the offer because of many reasons.... I understand that... that is why... I need to do this on my own right?
Which makes fitness first perfect... Anytime I want and alone if I must...
So I finally settle down with fitness first idea... Safe, a proper place, too many people to be dangerous....

But.. If I add singapore trip which will be RM 1000 and the whole fitness first thing annually would be RM1000.... That would be RM2000 dy! what about all my other plans???

Gah.... But I really want to go ><
Am I... Wanting too much??

I slept when I was in the car. And it banged.

2009-09-19T15:07:00.003+08:00

**BANG**
My body launch forward waking me up from my terrible 5 second nap....

What have I done???
(please ignore all the dramatic way of explaining.. this is real!)

I smashed and hit on the car ahead when I was doozing off in my car...
Before I could register what happen and what to do...
The owner of the car ahead walked out of his car furiously..
Look at his car.. Look at me.. Look at his car.. and walk to me..

Crap... When I was about to open my door to get out.. He walked pass me and to my bumper.. Took down my car number and details, walk pass me again and said
"I will report this to the police."

I was still blur of what to do and how to react when he walked back into the car...My mind was preoccupied with the thought of...

Damn why didn't I sleep for the pass 29 hours....
Sob.. I shouldn't be sleeping.. but I was out of control..
Police station? What will happen to my licence??
Will this car burst into pieces...
WHAT WOULD MY MOM SAY...
great who should I call now
Hmmm I wonder if satya could help...
But my mom would know sooner of later... God..
Can the man just take my bribe..
Crap.. my wallet only have RM15 left...
Great.. What about credit card??? WEEEEE
Omg.. I didn't bring my credit car..
Fuck... I hate driving...

My thoughts was interrupted when the man ahead suddenly came out of the car, telling me to follow him.

Back to my thoughts...

Great now he want to bring me to police station straight...
Now I got to call my dad.. No choice dy.. Screw it..
Why am I in bangsar village??

Apparently, he didn't just not send me to the police station, he directed me to a mamak in bangsar village where we talk about how to settle the situation. We successfuly negotiated to settle this without the police knowing and as soon as possible. He suggested me to keep my car there in bangsar village while he brought me back to my dad to make sure we don't get lost. He was really nice in handling the situation. Trust me, I was about to burst into tears when I was there in the mamak when he did all the talking...

After accountering with him. I noticed he is a very nice uncle. Really really nice. How often you have your nice new car smashed by another person and you tell her it's alright because car are just another form of material, we don't have make a fight out of it. He even told me about the experience of being angry in this whole matter and stuff. He was so understanding and nice to me.... Making the overly stressed me to not cry at all... It was really uncomfortable in that situation because I depended on him to bring me to my dad's office using gprs and also bring me back to the place to get my car and direct me out of the place..

Hopefully next time when I drive and I got into this type of situation when I became the victim, I will keep a cool head and handle this professionally. In the weirdest way, I'm thankful I encountered him and no one else. Imagine if it was gangster? God, you are very nice to me. Thank you. I learnt my lesson well...

I can't be so stubborn

2009-09-17T16:32:00.003+08:00

Before I go on killing myself with 4 books that I need to digest in the next 12 hours..

I need to apologies for my lack of consumerism attidude and for not giving Croc.Inc a benefit of a doubt...

Alright.. I'm referring to my previous post http://genuinegesture.blogspot.com/2009/08/so-what-is-crocs-today.html that I have written on Crocs genuine shoes's on the street...

The "apparent" truth is out...
http://thestar.com.my/lifestyle/story.asp?file=/2009/9/7/lifeliving/4640755&sec=lifeliving

The Star newspaper has already announced and clerified for Croc.inc that the crocs that has been selling like hot cakes in Pasar Malam are completely.

You can refer to http://thestar.com.my/lifestyle/story.asp?file=/2009/9/7/lifeliving/4603134&sec=lifeliving on how to tell a genuine crocs from a fake one...

I made a mistake on shopping..
Guess I lost in the bet I made agaisnt myself in interpreting news..
Why would I suddenly come up with this blog post?
I have been checking out of my nuffnang keyword tracker on how people reach my blog and it's apparently they key in "Crocs in pasar malam" on google to look for me.. weee

I planned not to post about this because I'm too stubborn to admit I'm wrong. This sucks. But I'm not all wrong.. =P that I'm sure.

But my previous blog post was mainly about Croc.inc financial difficulties and the information I provided there are still accurate.. So don't have to start thinking I'm picking up things from mid air to post it up in my blog.. =P

In my humble opinion.. If you have been wearing fake crocs for days and didn't notice it is fake for so long..... Just wear it.. It's still comfortable and affordable.. Just a lot cheaper =D no harm alright..

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Think about this:

The media can tell us just about anything. The accuracy are always doubtable cause after all, it's the journalist who wrote it. They are just people and they aren't god. We read and we think we know it all, psssh, we are being controlled by the media. So this latest news from crocs, are the real? Could the Star be right? You be the judge.

If you think rice facial wash is good, you never tried semen XD

2009-09-15T10:09:00.004+08:00

"Gah my pimple are growing like weeds on my face! I need help!"

Hey if you have such thoughts or even close...

Don't worry you have SK-2!

"But SK-2 is expensive.. who doesn't know those Rice facial wash is good...."
Muahahhahah! Smart and good reply! I expected that from you! The true secret is semen!

Seme

Semen

Semen

Semen

Semen

Semen

Semen

Semen

Semen

SEMEN

I'm not effing with your mind! I'm like super serious with you right now...
Semen do keep your face white and smooth!

"Healthy semen may in fact be not only safe to eat, but actually good for you. Seminal fluid is a veritable nutrient-rich soup. Semen is a source of highly concentrated, high-quality protein. In dietary terms, it's comparable to egg whites or gelatin. " quote from Daniel Slack.

"Semen is good for wrinkles. Semen contains protein which can have a tightening effect on the skin. As the water evaporates, the protein remains, temporarily stretching out fine wrinkles. But when rinsed all goes back to normal." quoted from TomiGion.com

Well at least now we know we can all keep man by ourside for more commercial reasons...
But wait...
If these info are so genuine...
How come there isn't any product which are using sperm as their main ingredient?

HAHA
that is where we are all wrong...
Sperm are indeed used for a certain beauty products!

A sperm moisturizer product is famous and publically sold in Mexico! quoted from Ananova
Bull semen Hair Conditioner. Click here for more info.
"Do you want long, thick, model-like hair with lots of volume and shine without taking a trip to Great Britain? Check Out http://www.kevis.com/ " Quoted from here
A Hari's Salon in London offers clients a 45 minute £55 bull semen conditioning treatment. Quoted from the same web above..

Hahaha.. the things you learn from internet.

Keep in mind that only healthy semen are good for your skins.. Technically.. I believe not many guys have it.. xD so don't make risky bets....

Anyway.. It's not like I'm suggesting everyone to go save their money on facial products and even hair conditioner by depending on their guys now... Personally, it's gross and disgusting to even have that thought in mind.. So just do whatever you think is right and don't miss use this informations.. Toodles...

ps: I'm addicted to gossip girls...

Excuse Me Mr Kanthaswamy

2009-08-27T15:57:00.004+08:00

The man with the Chickentism?? XD

Chill

And don't you dare insult him!

He might just dress up as a woman to teach you a lesson or two~

He is a self made Super hero

Together with his other 10 friends joining up to help decrease poverty in India for the sake of the people....

A man with noble contribution towards his people

But then again...

Is his method right or wrong?

Stealing from the rich to help the poor...

Doesn't that remind you of the Fantasy Robin Hood we once look up to?

Even with similar idea...

I truly adore the movie..

Not only because there is a hunk for lead actor... (note: vikram is damn hawt__)

But because the plot, the casts of the movie and the sound effects...

The whole 3 hours just pass by me without noticing.. Have I mentioned...

This is a Tamil Movie??? HAHAHHAHAHA

It is!

And I watch it with my beloved Satya....
(Who's tamil is quite good.... ps: Indian version of banana_)
LOL
But the idea of watching Tamil movie with her is terrific!
We spent so much time laughing and going gaga over the cast....
Both of us at a few scenes without the subtitles were so lost and confused
But thankfully we were born with really good analytical skills
We eventually manage to understand the whole movie without much help from the subtitles..
TEEHEE!
HAHHAHHAHA I have never done such random things before...
We should do this more often.....
next time, with more people to share such fantastic experience together!

Have you noticed... We are very similar shirts! muahahhahaha
Sending messages without our clothing...
Can you guess what are we trying to say?
Let me give you a hint....
"I will die if Christine is my lesbo partner.. XD"
quoted from Satya in facebook...
HAHHAA so that is not your answer...

Then we spent time dining in Dome

Actually, we are really "calculative" and "moneyminded" at all time

Dining at such expensive places is completely outragous!

But one of my friend told me he saw my picture of Face magazine in the July copy...
So I went there in hope to see it but we couldn't find it

Oh well.. we enjoyed our trip there anyway...

Bonding time was awesome!

CHEERS!

Thanks babe for spending a whole day with me eventhoug you have plenty of graphs to complete..

I truly appreciated it and I felt we didn't waste any time no?

Outing with you is never a disappointment!

Her pricy Spagetti...

She said the one in Singapore tasted a lot better

Again promising me that we will one day eat together in Singapore..

If I really drop down all the experince she planned to share with me in Singapore..
I swear we will be having one hell of a time there!

Couldn't wait to go Singapore trip with you!

Counting the days my friend!

Here we are...

Awwww.. Awesome picture right?

The most memorable picture we had the whole day....

We even went pasar malam together right after...

Too bad pohyee was sick and couldn't join us last minute..

Oh well babe! When u start your new life in UCSI, don't forget to hang out with us!

Friends...

The one you love

The one you hate

The one you will never forget

Till the day you are dead...

Love you....

So What is Crocs Today?

2009-08-24T21:07:00.002+08:00

Before I go on any further...
I would like to clarify the fact that I have nothing against Crocs Company...
Why am I writing a blog post regarding Crocs....

It all started with a pasar malam shopping spree
I have so much against pasar malam's product.. I literally don't shop there at all...(statement for clothing only)
But one very fine Friday night
My friend suddenly from a far end of the street in a pasar malam screamed...

"Hey! Crocs Shoe out for sale in a cheap price! The factory is suffering from recession!"

This kinda bullshits usually won't fool me
So in the end of the day
I bought a Crocs from pasar malam... XD

WHY! WHY DID I GO AGAINST MY PRINCIPLE!
This is because days before I heard of such bullshits..
I actually read on an article that Crocs is suffering from bankruptcy... So the point said in the night market could be taken seriously...

So I randomly paid RM35 for a pair of Crocs to test my own reliability on new's information..

But the problem is
When I told my friends they should so go get it as well when they found out I'm wearing crocs...
I was accused on being fooled by those pasar malam ppl...
Ok fine.. so the one I'm wearing might be fake..
But I insisted that Crocs IS suffering from bankruptcy...
I was literally ignored and accused for trying to twist the fact...

At the moment
My hand was suddenly filled with a pot
A pot filled with boiling frustration
It's either the news I read was unreliable and I was completely played by it
or it's the fact that the place where I got my shoe from has nothing real in it at all...
The pot of frustration just kept getting hotter
The only way to solve the heat?

Truth.. Only Truth could solve this mystery...

So here u go

Los Angeles Times has stated Last year Crocs Inc. lost $185.1 million, slashed roughly 2,000 jobs and scrambled to pay down millions in debt.
The Washington Post has stated Crocs shoe stumbled during recession.
The Consumerist has stated 1 factory has been shut down under Crocs.
CNN Money has stated its stock price plummet over the course of the last two years from more than $70 a share to about $3 a share.
Daily Finance has stated A couple weeks later, investors sent the stock down 24 percent in a single day after the company announced quarterly results that fell short of analysts' estimates.

HAHA those are what I found out about Crocs "going to die" information...

But then again.. to be fair.. xD

the truth is... it's not dying

according to Yahoo Finance... There might be a hope to return.... MIGHT BE.. so stay tune ppl.. to get the best out of Crocs Inc

But again.. the main point of this article is to prove that Crocs is suffering from financial issues that might lead to bad sales and end up selling on the streets in Cheras area...

Who knows.. Close down maybe????

So how genuine is the Crocs in pasar malam...

Is it entirely fake?

Gosh.. someone answer these!

Dominating Damansara With Our Lil Feets.. xD

2009-07-09T12:57:00.003+08:00

Camera Woman of The day... ^^

Cousins... And future cousin in law..
Satya is under family too ^^

Meatballs! You just can't get enough of it! It's like the BOOM!

The best I ever tasted and its only Rm1 for each! AWESOME

My red cousin Kenny..

My green pillow talk bestie.. Satya..

Aku cinta nya.. xD

All my beloved people

My cousin with Vanity issue..

Well One of them...

The rest are covered...=P

This is the cousin with shameless issue... xD

We are just a bunch of unique individuals... xD

Cousin rocks!

Bowling Camps! LOL...

(can't reveal the score here.. xD malu sian.. )

I had a great time with my cousins

Before we move on to the torturous place we call COLLEGE!

Will miss everybody.... sob

14 reason why you should go CLUB MED!

2009-06-18T14:45:00.006+08:00

1. You get to spend some good old time with your younger cousin and share more bonding moments...

2. There are free bars there where u can chill and drink as much cocktail as u like!
I drank 4 Margarita, blue bombay and one china blue to get a kick out of it! awesome

3. You get the opportunity to walk in the dark with your relative near the seaside without getting kicked out! Night time picture with only the camera flash as the source of light!

4. Face painting is for free and they dont give pimples to your face! Most of all, they are done by pretty hawt japanese girls!

5. Don't forget the fact that you could also get temporary tattoos (aka inai) from club med! You won't be disappointed with their result!

6. You can also stand a chance to watch turtle hatch from their shell and run free!

Well... In my case.. I couldn't enjoy so much.. so oh well

7. Tired of walking around from place to place? Don't worry! They have this system called "The Club Med Train" that will bring you to the next island to enjoy some beach games and also the view which are breath taking.. Btw! They even have Beach Party in Club Med with all the hawt staff dancing and playing with us!

8. You can never get enough of swimming, walking around the beach and bathing all day! xD (the last one is due to the hot weather..) You couldn't resist wearing ur bikini or speedo right under your clothes because who knows when u might want to just jump into the pool!

9. I'm taking a picture from the third bed! Yes people! 3 people can actually share a room with enough space for everyone to sleep!

10. The swimming pool there is beautiful and designed just for u and your family to enjoy and chilled under the hawt sunny weather!

11. Tired of just chilling? Come and challenge yourself with some archery that will definitely get u going! Its fun and it isnt as simple as it seem!

12. For camwhorers out there, location is definitely not a problem. U can camwhore anytime anywhere with awesome view and great lighting.. xD

13. Club med is definitely the place for children, teenager, young adults, adults and even OLD PPL! aka ppl from all walks of life because they have specific programmes for ppl under 18 and under 11, parents don't have to worry leaving their kids with the crew and just go on with their vacation in spa or wherever they like in club med!

14. Food there are so great they are hard to resist! You could only find yourself at the end of the day being totally full with not a lil bit of hunger lacing around in your mind!

I appeared on Newspaper! Sun and Star! xD

2009-06-15T18:42:00.004+08:00

Isn't he hwat?

MC of the day...

William! weeeeeeeeeeeee

All the way in Crowne Plaze with us on the 8 of June!

Talyor's World: Class Scholarship

Me and fellow recipients.. xD

My new friends...

I appeared on theSun!

Well u can't exactly see my name

But there I'm..

At the very end on the left!

With my signature black spec

That's me On taylor's ads

the 5th lady from the right

The larger picture of it.. From the Star!

Suddenly feel so gifted from the whole media attention...
Knowing obviously it takes.. NAME.. and a lot of money to get them there.. so oh well

at least its free for me..
The meal in Crowne Plaza is not bad...
U can definitely consider on having those formal nights there...
Their ballroom is nothing cheap... weeeeeee

Kasturi's Wedding!

2009-06-08T21:48:00.002+08:00

Satya and Shoba

Cassandra and me!

Eeleng Lim!

Christine Lim and Siew Wei!

Vicky weds Kasturi!

Love the sarees satya!

Dang..

We looked awesome!

The Dhanapal's family

Star of the night!

I had fun.. But these day's lazy to post dye

So this is it!

Toodles

Embarassing situation in Puchong Bak Kut Teh

2009-05-29T12:01:00.007+08:00

"Where misunderstanding serves others as an advantage, one is helpless to make oneself understood. Lionel Trilling "

Before I move on any further.. I would like to recommend a good old bak kut teh for everyone's enjoyment.......

The old saying, "Good food are hard to find"

Me: That is why I'm recommending

The sarcastic saying, "If it is not far enough from the city, awesome restaurant owners won't want thar place to be his new restaurant."

Me: Prepare the petrol for good food.

Last week end... My father decided to bring us all the way to puchong to eat bak kut teh!

Being the disobedient me as usual...

Without any filter system in my words I said

"Omg.. Why are we eating so far away when we are from CHERAS!
its like 1 hour ride!"
"How can we enjoy the food when we were stuck for like an hour
in the traffic?"
"What happen to eat to get full and not addicted!"
"Pork is not good for our health.. even without swine flu
reason"
"Come on.. AKU TAK NAK"
"Bak Kut Teh in CHERAS HAVEN Bankrupt yet! Give them a chance
too!"
"Desperation for food is not the cure"
"Dad you are old already... Come we go eat some veggi in
CHERAS lor"

Futile attempt as usual..

One glare from my mom and I will creep quietly into the car with the sit belt over my mouth...

"No harm in trying"

I love that quote.

I'm sure you guys heard of this place... ^^
Its very hard to get there
I give you this

This is the best dish I got to say.. Dry bak kut teh.. CHUN ^^ Smooches for tasting so awesome...

But the embarassing part is about to come.....
You see... I brought my camera to that place to blog about "Why you shouldn't travel so far for Bak Kut Teh" post which I thought was pretty relevent no matter how many times I thought about it

But after eating the food and seeing the satisfaction muka from my family members.. Ive decided to spare the bad review and just go on without it...

But I came to a point where I want their address.. For 'dining' reasons...
Big mistake I got to say
At the same point...
My mom was trying to make fun of me, I think.....
When I asked for a name card from the waitress....
Here is what happened

Mom: She wants to promote your restaurant!
Being a blogger wannabe and all.. Give her ur restaurant name card!
Me: Umm I just want the address if it is
alright... A name card would be great...
Then.. The ever so friendly waitress replied almost
harshly
"Oh-so-nice" waitress: I assure you there is
no need to blog about us knowing we already have a website as stated on our name
card and our restaurant is a well known place which has been featured on
internet and newspaper. But here you go, a name card.

Having said that without a pause, she finished her sentence and went off getting busy....

Me... Who was misunderstood for being naive thinking that restaurant is not well known enough till the point they need a NOBODY like me to blog about them.. It must have appeared ridiculous to her...

Me? Speechless for the day... Decided not to talk back for a change... BAH

It was embarassing!

Rihanna trying out for Playboy?

2009-05-28T10:38:00.004+08:00

Who haven't heard about this yet?

Even the most popular super star Rihanna, an Idol to most girls who knew radio and MTV,

has her wild side to show the world!

Better yet, "If I'm going wild... Someone should go crazy along with it.."

Look at how cute those lingeries look on Chris Brown?

There are rumours that Rihanna is using this cheap trick to gain attraction from everyone..

Popularity...

Probably you will be seeing Rihanna as the next Playboy biggest star with an Umbrella!

But then again

using much common sense and reality check...

How is it possible for a girl to go around showing off her assets

and is actually expecting a positive result?

Bazaar no?

This is hollywood without a doubt!

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Bukit Tinggi BBQ!

2009-05-18T23:11:00.006+08:00

How often do you find yourself traveling far away for some good old meal?

I hate doing those!

I hate making so much effort just to keep my tummy full

Just hate the whole sickening drive to a secluded restaurant for some FAMOUS seafood

But shock to say

No..

CRAZY TO SAY

I actually enjoyed the 1 hour trip to Bukit Tinggi to have a taste in their ever so original restaurant!

Nothing like any restaurant..

Not too grand..

Not too trashy

You would be dining with a calm environment filled with greens...

This is their kilang look a like restaurant... XD

And these are their umbrella ceilings!
Cool isn't it?
Every customers who wish to leave their umbrella in the restaurant can write their name and msg on it to be hung above...

In my opinion, its also good to prevent leaking.. NO? KAKAKA

They manage to save money on concrete walls too...

Their walls are made up of all the wine bottles they collected..
Can u imagine it already?
4 walls filled with wine bottles...

Its hard to imagine... Pretty for the eyes..

See.. these are thick walls...
bottles and bottles of wine..
Oh geeee

Do not! I said do not doubt the taste by it's look...
Which was what I did....
The moment u taste it you will only want to have more!

The sweetness of the vegetables especially the pumpkins... bah drools!
I need more of it!

No comment on this.. xD
fried eggs on tofu?
not a fan

THIS TASTE LIKE GOD GIVEN DISH!
the meat taste so soft and tasty I couldnt believe I was eating some frozen fish!

Ice Mountain Flying Hawk! xD

This final dish is the best and the only reason why I love the place and would sacrifice my hate over long journey...

Lamb stew...

I'm out of words but it is definitely the best lamb every served...

My brother couldn't even wait for the first taste!!!

Come on my friends! those who are close to me.. One day we need to take bus to genting to eat this together! Its a must!

I'm A Standout in Life!

2009-05-16T22:17:00.004+08:00

I’m a standout in life!

Basically, everyone’s first impression on me would be…..
“She is just a regular 18 years old with an ordinary life and ordinary everything….”

Personally, I love that impression!

It’s good to send the I’m-an-average-girl vibe to the people for a change.
But somehow people just couldn’t help dropping their jaws when I start to show my true colors!

I will be getting comments like
“Damn, what is wrong with you girl! You are causing a huge commotion here! Don’t standout too much!”
Or
*bang heads on table* “I need an ordinary friend for a change Christine… Get away from me..”

I mean, I used to try really hard to be normal.. And I’m meaning at an extreme level difficulty (such as talking really politely, dress nicely, act gently etc and such to be like a normal girl) to blend in and be like everyone else, only to find myself getting too irritated ended up returning to my true self.

But I’m thankful I never changed!
Psssh… Who wants to be like EVERYONE else and stuck to be a nobody….

I’m so unique… I appeared in

Movie advertisement

Cereal box

and even in your house mirror! BEWARE! I'm everywhere!

(all stated above are DIY advertisements which has not been released yet.. Still looking for producers and the right advertising company to promote ME!)

Ok fine… Maybe I’m not real poster model….(but definitely the true maker)

But I’m a pure blood drama queen with much monkey business up my sleeves!
Bring me to any where to “JUMP UP THE VOLUME”, and I will promise you you will be needing 10 people to hold me back from over doing it! Beg me to be ordinary!

I’m not a freak of nature.. Just a really unique individual who hates to join the army of blending in!

And you may ask...

How do I stand out again?

"In every way humanly possible...."

What if I was born as a guy?

2009-05-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

I was told ever so frequently

How my name sounds like a guy

My face look like a guy...

And obviously.. I act like a guy...

But personally.... I WOULDN"T MARRY MYSELF IF I REALLY LOOK LIKE A GUY!

WTF! Take a closer look! Do this look like a guy???

it does.. Doesn't it? XD

Psssh

its sickening to know ppl always mistaken me as a guy...

forced me to dress more girly and act stupid..

I'm a 100% girl the last time I checked...

LG Event In and Out!

2009-05-12T19:21:00.008+08:00

Finally I decided to post about LG EVENT...

was hesitating after I read Benard's latest post on nuffnangers.. xD

Who are you in Innit.Nuffnang.Com?

Click it!

Trust me.. You would think twice before you post another thing... ^^

Guilty at a few point. But I think I'm innocent at most.. So I'm ditching the hesitation! xD

On with LG EVENT!

*Smooches to myself*

I found a black dress in the end of the day after tiredlessly walking around in leisure mall looking for a red or white dress..

I still remember a sales girl came up to me... "WHO ON EARTH WEAR RED DRESS TO PARTY?"

I was stunned and held back for a while before I answer

"U are right.. I will ask the LG event manager when I'm there tonight"

I left the shop with her jaw dropped...

Haiz and thanks to the curses of CCM..

I really didn't manage to do my makeup in the final minute because I left my contact lenses in Satya's House... Haiz.. all the rush for nothing..

My only PHYSICAL and NOT CYBERFRIEND of the night

Yew Jin Khong

But after the night.. everyone are physical friend.. No? XD

anyway I tertumpang his car that night...

I think I terjadi the lamp post of the night too... ><

http://jiennn.blogspot.com/

he posted on the event too!

Yenniedoll

Sweet girl with great sense of taste!

LOVE UR DRESS BTW! XD

Always manage to take great pictures no?

visit her at

http://yenniedoll.blogspot.com/

she is bound to upload about this event.. ^^

VICTORIA!

aka VOX in innit

SHE IS SO HAWT! If the dance floor is dead

just push her up there and it would come to life again!

Really enjoyed dancing with u and everyone else!

Go visit her blog at

http://mylildivaworld.blogspot.com/

JACKIE LOI!

Bah.. Thank god he was drunk the whole night

I didn't dare to dance so I manage to find a partner to sit around the bar with the whole night ^^

"I'm not drunk I'm not drunk.. I just drank a few"

Right Jackie.. Right... ^^

Visit the drunk 1 at....
http://jackieloi.blogspot.com/

Bah Nigel! Was chatting with him too

But never seems to get a good picture with him..

XD see nigel! yang ada pun blur...

That is why I didn't wanna take picture.. =P

Visit this playful 1 at....

http://blog.flymenigel.com/

LG EVENT

was given the above balloon by 1 of the worker there...

was flatter at first until I see him doing the same thing for the girls behind...

"OI KALAU NAK GUNA TEKNIK YANG SAMA.. JAUH SIKIT, BOLEH?"

It was hilarious.. xD

And here is Howard! ^^

He is drunk too.. ^^

He is wearing black same as me...

"I got red and white too.. See the Japan Flag?"

WTF.. CHEAT!

Haha.. funny guy waiting for his exam..

Check out his blog for more awesome picture!

http://howard-u.com/

Vic and Ev...
^^ the picture looks a lil unprepared no? xD

Angel of the night
And Dusty of the day!
He gave me his extra tickets to go Lg Event!
Thank you dusty! ^^
His blog link...
http://dustyhawk.com/

Greenteabern and Little Cicak!
I wouldn't have recognized Bernard if he didn't say hi
Wait.. I didn't recognize him after he said hi!
Guess I expected an actual tea bag.. XD
And obviously I recognize cicak from far...

http://bernard-greentea.blogspot.com/
http://littlecicak.blogspot.com/

Beautiful and pure angel with a hawt outlook!
Scary and stunningly beautiful devil with an awesome costume!
Aku nak jugak baju macam itu!

Pinkporkchop and Leng Leng...
Their links are as stated on the pictures..
^^

Check out the following for more pictures!
http://gregorule.blogspot.com/
http://zues727.blogspot.com/
http://www.ewinee.com/

Conclusion?
Lg was seriously generous...
Maybe I rarely go to events such as this
They were giving out from handphones to plasma tv to 3G Phone! COME ON!
Besides that, as a guest of the party
I felt the party was moving at the wrong speed in the beginning..

It started with the predictable late hour speech which is long and uninteresting..
Those who were actually away from the bar could probably catch the fact that LG are promoting some products in the party as well as explaining the theme.....but besides that? Pointless

Speechs are necessary...
But if you wanna do it in a party...
We need methods and a lot of attention no?
However, I love the falling of the balloons.. Classic..
Give me more reason to burst balloons..

Besides that, the cupcakes were fantastic
I just don't get why did the bar keep a few different drinks around the table but only serve a certain type of juice? (Indoor bar)
Thankfully the outside bar was at least a little more entertaining than the indoor version
Performances from the workers and constant flirting.. ^^ the guests including myself were entertained.. ^^

What more, serena C looks hawt! Love her hair!

Chrisitne: Love

I'm Engaged to YOU?

2009-05-06T17:26:00.003+08:00

Well

I wasn't only attending an engagement..

I was there to prepare the venue too!
Decorating and moving furnitures are so fun...
and tiring until 2am man!
But nothing compare to what the bribe has went thru.. XD

Indian Tradition.. XD

Female's Tradition.. XD

We are not that racist my dear friend! XD

Groom's Nama

Bride's NAMA..

I just love how Jey walks in just in time to fill in the empty hole in the picture

Sweet sweet couple!

Satya's mom gave me this to send around..

She told me it is adderresum...

I walk around telling ppl that

Only to find out in the end of the day there wasnt any adderresum to begin with...

Wat la I gave them to eat...

U got to love cupcakes!

Sweet sweet dolls

I finally tasted one!

I wanna lick the icing off every 1 of them!

Joining the cupcakes addicts.....

Shoba's hardwork..

Paying off handsomely.. XD

Shoba and shamresh..

He can't resist the funny face

He got to do that for a few other pictures too!

After pushing the cupcakes in eleng's face..

He found his long lost smile...

@___________@

Me and adorable leeli...XD

yes indeed we are screwed...

It is all about them today

Her sister.. Satya

Me and my friends

Those who respected and dressed in tradition clothes...

And those who didnt.. XD

Kathleen Josepf.. XD Nice lenggan no? ^^

its super heavy!

Me and Kath!

Eating traditional food! XD with style

Sisters!

Hindi actress!

ELENG LIM!

Waiting for the right wind shot!

LEELI!

Crazy and awesome friends of mine

Attempting an encore of our previous kiss.. XD

Explaining without a single word

Constipation in the standing style!

When you wear those over your head...

You are automatically together...

So am I hearing the wedding bells already?

"I DO"

"I'M OK WITH IT!"

"WTF"

Bercurang already???

Hiding before she get killed...

"Aku perempuan suci"

Uncle who forgotten to grow old...

Still looks young no? ^^

Pretty girl with a flower in her hand

I can eat it...

If you would lick it.. XD

Crazy Collection!

Camwhoring never ends with an ENOUGH.. XD

I have been indianized...

"Is this what I would look like in my next wedding?"

"Who is the groom"

"Just about anyone"

I CAN RELATE TO GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST!

2009-05-04T19:35:00.012+08:00

_______________________________________

Awesome pictures no?

I'm aiming for their tickets!

Ok to win these movie tickets

My opinion on the movie: It is hilarious and it has really good looking actors in it.. I trust it would be an awesome movie! CHICK FLICK RULES!

I'm going to open up my very old scar that existed ever since I was in Standard 1..

My first puppy love.... that was trashed and burn....

________________

Instantly when I watch the trailer of the story...

Glimpse of my past came back to me

oh sweet memory

that irritates me more than hitting me on my soft side...

First love.. PSHH

Conner Mead.. A typical player who doesn't see girls as anything but a game...

And with his looks (which I totally went gaga over)

Reaching to the end of the game is far too easy

before he moves to another.....

He need a wake up call like those ghost to haunt him good!

I so want my first love to be haunted for the rest of his life

Till he wake up and noticed he missed me...

Back then, I was a naive 7 years old..

I was in the same class with this boy

Who is definitely a bad boy, wild child and knows no book that his mom has packed in his bag

I don't know what was I thinking

But I was rather attracted to his bad boy side and his goku (dragon ball) hairstyle..

(shuchs.. lil girls and their anime fanatic)

We clicked together almost instantly and we shared more of our lunches together as well as playing games together..

(what else could a 7 years old couple do right?)

He was even so nice to give me kit kats every end of the month becoz that chocolate rhymes with his name...

Everything went on smoothly...

Right.. Until gameboy came along!

Guess he finally figured out his hormone was moving too quickly for girlfriends and he settled down with those stupid boy games instead after he found his new interest!

Little boy!

I have no idea why but the sudden kick in the ass from gameboy really took a tool on me

and I hated kit kat ever since that day!

Even if he didn't dump me for another girl... Another toy is far worst~

In conclusion, I came across a heartless boy who I used to like and I would really like to haunt him down by being the ghost of the future and drown him in pools of chocolate!

The best part was... I was bullied by his best friend and teased about being a trashed good after the whole incident! Great.. Now I need to be ghost for 2 different boys!

Life sucks!

You know I deserve the tickets! Gimme gimme gimme.. What I want!

And I will be back to haunt!

Christine Lim Completely Indianized

2009-05-03T21:50:00.003+08:00

Let me make it clear

I was invited to an engagement in satya's hse

not a wedding

but I will still be going for the wedding next anyway

so no big deal..

enjoy the indian culture!

When you respect the host

You dress in traditional clothes

In my case....

I brought my own

And they made me changed into a far better punjabi costume

because I looks a lot fatter in the other one..

The blessed couple

In their engagement..
Apparently the bribe was quit frustrated at a few point

"what is this.. I'm the bribe and I'm doing so much"

I'm sure it paid off

She looks stunningly beautiful that night

Tradition must go on!

And when I was invited a day earlier..
I wasn't expecting to do any work to help
But apparently I stayed up till 2 or 3 in the morning
to decorate the place and made some leaves deco outside
the experience was priceless!

Me and my friends!
They are awesome!
Don't I look like an Indian already?

Part of the decoration
I only helped to peel off the double sided tape.. XD

Noticed the thing on my forehead?
Just becoz I'm a half tomboy
I couldn't pose properly
Please excuse my roughness
and boyishness

The bride and groom!
What a night

More pictures to come!
Watch and learn!

Taylor World Class Scholarship

2009-04-29T19:43:00.002+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeee

I got it finally...

Taylor World Class Scholarship

Foundation in Communication and Bachelor of Art In Communication and Media Management

But this only marks the beginning of my worries

You see.. My first choice for career is a doctor

then teacher

then architecture

then interior designing

then enginneering

and now I have Mass Communication instead

I'm afraid I'm not fitted to do it

Or this may not be the best choice for my future...

I can't choose a subject only because I got it for free right?

Haiz... Worries...

Let me know what you think alright

Farewell Denise!

2009-04-26T22:28:00.004+08:00

Morning Breakfast with my brother..

Took so long to get him off the chair infront of his laptop

My breakfast plus lunch!

Mixing it to save money for movie ticket.. XD

BTW.. those who are saving money for their lunch

this is the best

rm3.50

sure you kenyang gila one....

This is a life game show in Time square this morning

Saw it and was attracted by the nan nui word

I thought they would be singing

nan ren nui ren

Turns out they are playing this silly game

Sex understanding

"Terms you need to know for a guy from a girl and vice versa"

Girls got all the hardware stuff

Boys got make up!

Got to say they boys are really funny!

Their definition for mascara is a blusher

and a eye shadow is a face cream!

I almost puked laughing at them

Its really cute overall!

Then we went to watch UNINVITED...

Its a terrible movie I got to say

The movie was too slow

Misleading

not as scary as the poster...

But they were really 'smart' for doing those "SUDDENLY COMING OUT CORPSE" part to scare us...

My friend Poh Yee was keeping her hands on her ears and eyes closed from time to time...

Was rather entertaining to have her there that day!

My horror movie buddies

Makan makan di the cafe next to Merry Brown..

Boleh lah tahan..

Dearest Poh Yee

Loving Denise

Me and my fugly top with awesome denise

Was nagged all day by both of them for even showing up with that ancient top

I promise to burn it!

Caught Camwhoring!

Chicken mountain!

The vegie mee...

My dinner

Ice kacang mango~

Trust me

Eat this for 2 weeks straight everyday and you will be off to diabetic ward!

Was enjoying it no matter what

Since my dear friends reminded me about how rude I was with a waiter

Recap:

Waiter: Yes miss you called?

Me: Yah I got a problem with your food.. You see.. this salad got more mayo than veg. are you sure you are suppose to serve me this??

waiter: I will check it out for you

5 minutes later

waiter: ummm it was already made in a bunch.. all of them taste the same

Me: But how can any one eat this? there are so much mayo! jelak I makan this.. Can't you remake this???

waiter: Ummm ummm wait

Got me another waiter

waiter B: Miss you can change your order.. We wont be charging you for that

me: (worried they might spit in my food) no thanks.. I'm full...

HAHHAHA

Hennessy Artistry Cover Story

2009-04-25T11:08:00.011+08:00

This is my first nuffnang event~

Weeeeeeeee

Hennessy Artistry

The Global Art of Mixing

Its either Caprice got a really fine choice in choosing events to host

Or Hennessy are really good in spotting HAWT STARS

I'm bloody thankful to be there!

Got lucky this year

*VIP yall!*

Golden and one of the kind
Thanks Hennessy!

Waiting patiently for the event to begin...
Lags for at least an hour before the celebrity and organizer representative from HA comes out..
So lets walk out and see what they have... ^^

Front view

Only for VIP...

Yang tak berkenaan, sila beratur di line yang lain..

Huge welcome from Hennessy Artistry

But then again

I'm sure if they wrote free flow of Hennessy

Their attention will double in within a second.. ^^

We are given the chance to spin the disc with hot babe

Mixing the music on our own!

How often do we get that!

The best part definitely

Mixing Hennessy with 6 different types of solvent

Enjoy like hell

But I only drank one that I recognize the name Green Tea

and 5 others that taste totally the same.. ^^

"We are in it for the free food!"

"Yoo Hooo Boy! Big Mama is hungry here!"

Malu I ask Dusty to take picture with my friends

My camera sucks so much

But I didn't get to take a picture with him! dang..

My adorable friends..

There to kill my self esteem constantly

Giving big doopy eyes "What you want now?"

LOL

I over did it with my foundation.. wakkaka.. Camwhoring

The main representative from France...

Giving short speech about todays event

A very nice and fun man.. I can tell

Accompanied with a fair lady

Pretty isnt she?

Can't wait to break the cap and drown in it

Thomas?

He is a very serious man I can tell...

Promoting HA with a video as an upgrade

He done a lot to make this event a happening one

Kudos!

Bold with style

Sit also more stylo.. XD

Celebrities

Starz angels, Caprice (being really friendly.. awww) and Fernandous

He is hawt without a doubt...

Our bit boxer of the night..

I have no idea how you guys spell that

but he is really good at whatever he did

I was so blown away...

TALENTED AS HELL

and the crowd went wild!

He was good.. I promise...

Shafik!

Sang with beautiful Caprice...

^^ great combination

Awwww so good looking him

He is dancing infront of JessXD

So lucky la I see her

So high dye

Me and my friend...

I over foundation dye..

XD was in a hurry

Forced to take a picture.. XD

Minum la lebih lebih

Tried really hard to act drunk

since the bar tutup awal

Celebrities in the Media Press Conference

Me and Celebrity.. Wee..

From Starz Angels

Me and Flymenigel..

XD Nigel la

Eequin, me and Alex.. weee

Smack her!

Satya and Alex

Me and Satya.. ^^

Hahahah...

He was having fun

Overall

It was a blast!

Time for me to learn from senior about DSLR

I quickly kept my camera aside when every bloggers start to hold up theirs

You pergi sana it looks more like

media night than clubbing night..

Camera everywhere

But without missing a beat

Hot girls were crawling around the room

Burning the dance floor with drools running down the guys lips...

I was impressed as a blogger

But I was also very shy in between the line

Didn't dare to go up to a few bloggers I recognize

Lizard, nigel, yennie, jess, suresh, dusty, howard, steph, hitomi, zues, and a lot more

I will be braver next time

Hope to be able to get into another event!

Thank you nuffnang for giving me the tickets!

Got My Hennessy Artistry Invitation Card

2009-04-23T15:21:00.002+08:00

Finally got the invitation card

And entered the orange room... ^^

Please Take off Your Shoe...

Thank You.. HAHA

And inside the ticket?

There is a card that says V.I.P

Yah Baby....

Can't wait to see the place tonight....

How much I miss camwhoring...
ROCK ON

Truth behind an April Fool Joke...(Shark Love)

2009-04-11T11:04:00.000+08:00

Shark's Love!
Claim: PowerPoint presentation outlines the story of a shark who developed an affection for the fisherman who saved her life. Status: False. Example: [Collected via e-mail, January 2008]
LOVE STORY The French Magazine "Le magazine des voyages de pêche" in its 56th edition, brought up an amazing news: An astonishing love story. Arnold Pointer a professional fisherman from south of Australia set free from a certain death a big female White Shark that was caught in his fishing nets. Now the fisherman has a problem: He says: "It's been 2 years and she doesn't leave me alone. She follows me everywhere I go and her presence scares all the fishes. I don't know what to do anymore." It is hard to get rid of an almost 17 feet long shark since the White Sharks are protected by the wildlife conservation, but a mutual affection established between Arnold and "Cindy". Arnold says: "Once I stop the boat she comes to me, she turns on her back and let me pet her belly and neck, she grunts, turn her eyes, and move her fins up and down hitting the water happily ..." AMAZING!!!

Origins: The improbable tale of "Cindy," a female shark who developed a "mutual affection" with an Australian fisherman named Arnold Pointer after the latter saved her life by freeing her from a fishing net, is outlined in a PowerPoint presentation that has circulated widely via e-mail. While the story is based on an article published in the French fishing magazine Le Magazine des Voyages de Pêche, that article was merely an April Fools' prank item from 2006 which has since been translated into English and presented as a factual account:

The
images used to illustrate the PowerPoint presentation originated with a pair of marine biologists who specialize in sharks, Michael Scholl and Thomas Peschak. The pictures were plucked from collections of photos taken in a variety of contexts (none of which has anything to do with a shark's being freed from a fishing net by an Australian fisherman), and they do not all depict the same shark. One of the images used several times in the presentation is a photograph of a shark trailing a kayaker that accompanied Scholl and Peschak's "Shark Detectives" article, published in the September 2005 issue of Africa Geographic magazine. Another image used in the slideshow appeared in the December 2005 "Sharky Shores" article published in the The Big Issue. Other shark photographs can found in the photo gallery section of Michael Scholl's White Shark Trust web site.

Kengstatism

Discovering romance.

Armageddon

Stranger

What is success?

Visitation

Don't leave the bed

It is worth the 92k

End of Production.

Worst timing for blogging

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Lock up your temptations!

Top 50 Randomness of Year 2010

Tong Yuen Festival with the Lim Family

Accepting bun from a stranger

The world is not ready to accept prostitution legally.

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Legalize Prostitution

Leave that sit for the fat man!

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Don't try this at home!

Scamper!

Every great dream begins with a dreamer

Back to Basics!

I just love Proton Wira!

I love my brother

In the Middle Of the Night

Random Things I See Today =D

So many conversations I enjoy...

Don't Take Salad Lightly

Trouble finds its way to me

For memory sake.. ^^

Happy Birthday JMKY!

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Alvin and the Chipmunk 2!

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Expressing what is real

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I slept when I was in the car. And it banged.

I can't be so stubborn

If you think rice facial wash is good, you never tried semen XD

Excuse Me Mr Kanthaswamy

So What is Crocs Today?

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14 reason why you should go CLUB MED!

I appeared on Newspaper! Sun and Star! xD

Kasturi's Wedding!

Embarassing situation in Puchong Bak Kut Teh

Rihanna trying out for Playboy?

Bukit Tinggi BBQ!

I'm A Standout in Life!

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LG Event In and Out!

I'm Engaged to YOU?

I CAN RELATE TO GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST!

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